the last ray of light (Taekook Ft Vmin)

hate this feeling

Taehyung cried alot that day, spending all the evening in the cold floor of garage, face was puffed, red and dirty, tears sticking with dust on his face and to say Kim taehyung comes out from it as a total mess.

He slowly walks to the house but he notice the silence, no one was in the living or kitchen, but he do see the dinner for him placed on the table, securing it perfectly with cover.... but he was far from hungry or his mind need food. He was numb after all the crying but unknowingly his eyes wander around the living room, searching something or may be someone whose presence was already stained in his mind may be the door of his locked heart too.

As he moves to the stairs he hear the muffled sobs from his husbands room,..... did that make a pain in his heart??  No no he was imagining right???  He question his own feelings, not at all ready to accept anything and moves to his room..... may be not..... he moves to the room opposite to his, its was his love's room.... the room they both share once.... the room he closed years back..... the room still hold the scent of his cub.... their memories was beautifully placed on the walls of the room.....

He trace his long fingers over his lovers photo he framed once.... a beautiful one.... his eyes that caught his attention.... his lips that he was addicted to.... his smile which was his cure..... he attach his forhead on the pic of his cub and slowly start to cry again...

"Why did you leave me love.... to be all alone..... you promise me right, you will never leave me.... then why... come back to me cub.... please.... i am so sorry.... that i ignored you.... i am so sorry that i don't pick ur call that day.... please i miss you both.... why...

why you take our baby with you cub.... why did you both left me"

That night too both of them cry to sleep, longing for love which both of them knew they will never get back....but still in hope one day....everything will be okay.

The next day taehyung woke up and get ready for office, but was once again met with a silence and cold feeling around him. He don't see the presence of his husband whom used to wish him with a bunnysmile, cheerful, who asking him to continusly to have breakfast until he glare at him back, who pout cutely when he glare but the next second become the bunny boy he is hopping to kitchen to get his strawberry shake, asking him to have it atleast.

To say he enjoy the warmth around him, a similar warmth that was left him around four years back.....something in his like the youngers goofy presence and his silly talks and acts, the way he give extreme reaction to kdramas, but the problem is his husband is a carbon copy of his cub.... they do behave almost similarly making taehyung cry every single night, after he find himself smiling unknowingly at the younger which them remind him of his lovers memory.

So it was clear....its not jungkook making his heart feel.....its still his cub whose memories are triggered by his husband.but taehyung hate the fact he had getting feeling like hurt and smile often due to min jungkook.....oh no.... kim jungkook.

He wait in the living room looking at his husband's room, his half heart say him to check on the boy as he knows the boy cried last night....and the other half as always ignored....and again that half win the battle, making him sigh and go to office....with a feeling....of missing......may be.

The day went soon, tae was not focused he may say it bcoz of the memory rollercoaster he had last day or his emotions and he miss his cub.....but is that true??

He reach home, but unlike everyday where he was welcomed by a excited bunny today he was welcomed with darkness.....just like his soul that drenched into the deep hole of darkness.
He switch on the lights, his eyes wander around, the breakfast his husband made which he left untouched was still on the table, jungkook's room was still locked and everything seems like same as before he go.

Then he feel the nervousness, he slowly and hesitantly opens the youngers room to find it dark, he switch the lights on, and look around to see there was no trace of the youngers presence which he frone, he look in the bathroom and got same result, and now his heart race his beats only to notice the photo frame on the youngers table.....

It was their wedding pic, tae never seen one also until now....but jungkook had one framed to his side......he look at the pic and notice the teary eyes with a fake smile on jungkook and he knows it was taken after their seal of wedding.....after he said he hate jungkook. And the tears do make a pain in taehyungs heart again.

He seach full penthouse, the younger was no where to see....he dont have his phone number to call....nor hos in-laws.

He was walking to n fro, panicking biting his nails....he down wanna call his parents, if jungkook was there they would have ask him to join for dinner right, so that means he is not there.and he do know his pack are jungkooks friends too so he call a few without giving suspicious ask where they are hoping to get an answer "oh we are with kookie..... " but no, some are at office while some are out of country.

That night he don't sleep or don't cry nor missed his cub.....there was only one face he was thinking and looking for and it was KIM JUNGKOOK's.........

Jungkook was right when je ask for the last chance to get through taehyungs cold heart....his love and its warmth is unknowingly melting the cold frozen heart, without taehyubg's or his knowledge..... but where is jungkook???  Did he left his love behind as he had enough of holding back, hoping for nothing......he is also too young to have a harsh life....his heart already faced too much hate and ignorance....may be he accept the failure......

While on the other side a boy was snuggling closer to his mamma.....sleeping peacefully.......

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