Becoming Perfect

'Perfect'

(QUICK DISCLAIMER:  DON'T READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO BULLYING OR GORE TYPE OF STUFF.  BTW: there's not much gore detailed stuff in this story.  Not much bullying either, but if you're sensitive to that kind of stuff don't read!!)

(Have fun reading lmao.  This is the first story I've ever written so I'm kinda shivering and shaking rn.  I'm not used to social interactions, but yeaaaaaaaaaaa.)

    I dunno what has gotten into me for the past few weeks. I feel like I need to be perfect, skinny, beautiful. All the other skinny beautiful perfect girls have boyfriends, friends, and a perfect lifestyle. Why can't I be like them?

It's another day and I'm walking to school. God, I hate school. I hate being in public with other skinny people, and people with girlfriends or boyfriends. Why can't I have anyone? Is it just how I look?

"Hey! It's Fuyukichi the Fatty!" Aha, there she is.

I slowly turned around, "Good morning, Kayoko-Senpai." I put on that same old depressing smile.

"Have you been sleeping? If not, you should be sleeping! Let me just hit you on the head with a baseball bat and you'll be asleep!" Kayoko-Senpai laughed menacingly.

"Thanks for caring for my health, Kayoko-Senpai, but I choose my life decisions; not you." I smiled, bowed, then walked away.

Class sucks, lunch sucks, every day is a hell-hole for me.

It was one minute past twelve. I should go get my lunch, or should I just starve so I can get fit? Skinny like the others, I can finally find the perfect boyfriend.

"Oh, there he is!" Shit, just my luck.

I shot my head up to see Kayoko-Senpai and her group of 'friends' and her 'boyfriend'.

"Hey fatty, where's your lunch? How about we get some food for you?" Kayoko-Senpai reached into her bag and pulled out a bag of chips, I was wondering where this would go. She popped open the bags of chips, reached into the bag, and threw a handful of chips at me.

"Again, thank you for looking out for my health, but I choose my life decisions; not you." I smiled.

"Whatever, God I'm starving!" Kayoko left with her 'friends' and her 'boyfriend'.

I slumped my head down on my desk, my stomach grumbled. 'I need to stop eating so I can get fit!' I thought.

"Fuyukichi-Kun?" A soft voice filled the room.

Oh, it's Hiro-Kun. I slowly lifted my head up and saw Hiro-Kun's handsome face.

"Hello, Hiro-Kun." I couldn't help to smile and so I let my emotions take over.

"Hello!" Hiro-Kun ran over to my desk and dropped a bag of chips and some banana milk.

My heart immediately melted when he walked over to me, he even brought me food? How nice of him! Hiro-Kun is my only friend in this school. He's so nice! I love him so much!

The only thing I fear is anyone telling him. He's probably straight anyway and he'll leave me and think I'm weird! The only person who knows is Kayoko-Senpai, I do everything for her so she doesn't tell him. She threatens me with that and abuses her powers and oh boy would it be a miracle if she stopped bullying me. God, I wish the word "stop" could make a big effect on people and life.

"Fuyukichi-Kun? You're not dozing off, are you?" Hiro-Kun asked, with a concerned worried emotion.

"S-Sorry! Just daydreaming again. Thank you for the food!" I smiled.