EMILY 18+ ( A Mafia Romance) ✔

🥀 CHAPTER 34 🥀

DID YOU KNOW "Adult men think about sex every  7 seconds , not all actually "🥀

EMILY'S POV

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Yes i know that Alessandro told me that he is the leader of the Italian mafia , And i took it likely , in a way , but now I'm freaking out , the Mafia for chrissake, they kill , torment,  and do illegal things.

I might have a major turn on for bad boys but this is too real , i didn't want to panic so much with Alessandro, i don't want him sad or anything, i know Alessandro must have killed alot of people .

That's what is disturbing me badly , he's a murderer, i can't love a murder or can i ? , no i can not , he might end up killing me one day , if i piss him off.

I can't do this , i know i said before that i was deep in this . But now my rational side is back , this is a dangerous life and i have seen a part of it before , i can't leave with constant fear , I'm scared right now, i can't,  i have to leave.

I'm sorry ally but I'll have to leave you , i can't stay here with all this danger , i know i said i won't leave but i have to or do i ? .

This morning Alessandro dropped the omerta contract on my bed side table , he smiled and left .

After reading the contact , I'm sure i can't go ahead with this , i can't be involved with this mafia business,  I'm not strong enough both mentally, emotionally and physically.

OMERTA CONTRACT

This states that i __________________ is swearing to keep this mafia a secret from the outside world , and if i do break this promise and the rules following this mafia , I'll be punished.

RULES TO ABIDE IN THIS MAFIA.

1. Do not tell anyone information concerning this mafia and its business . Especially other mafias and law enforcement officials,  like the police , FBI , etcetera.

2. You are to respect the don , and abide by his instructions. Any disobedience will lead to punishments .

3. You will be monitored , that includes all your activities,  this is to make sure that we don't have a traitor in our midst .

4. Your phones , and house will be supervised,  and if you do figure out how exactly we are monitoring you . Do not sabotage it , because we will find out .

5. Do not become vulnerable especially to the enemy , be strong and do not show weakness,  for the weakling are not meant to be in the mafia .

6. The only way out of this mafia is through death .

7. You'll be branded,  either through burns , tattoos or scar.

8. If you are married or in a relationship and your spouse knows of this mafia . They must be sworn in . Failure to this will result to a heavy consequence,  which might be death .

9. If summoned by the don , you are to arrive no matter what .

Any other rules will be given to you by the don of this mafia . Always remember the code of silence.

SIGNATURE

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End of the contract.

After i read the contract,  i was stunned so many rules , plus I'll be watched,  no privacy. And branded? .

All this is too much , And to make it worse , the contract says if i don't sigh it , i might be killed.

Will Alessandro let them kill me ? , is this mafia important to him than me ? , of course it is . My subconscious said .

I can't be in the mafia,  I'm not ready for this , hell i won't ever be ready for this , the constant watching,  no freedom,  living in fear that i could be killed .

But what if i run , i could just run and forget i met Alessandro,  i could just run away from this life , this is not what i wanted . I wanted to be happy , i wanted to be able to smile and live in sunflower town , where it is calm and peaceful.

I don't want a rough life,  i don't want to see my man coming back home with blood oozing from him .

I don't want to live in constant fear that he might die or i might . I don't want to raise my child or children in this bad environment.

I could get all this if i run , should i ? .

" Arghhhhhhh " i screamed in frustration and annoyance,  because again the damn universe makes me so unhappy , can't i just be fucking happy , can't i ?.

I began crying because i feel conflicted , i don't know what to do , should i run and leave everything behind, leave Alessandro, leave our love , leave tash , Jessica, Luca Richard and mia .

Or should i stay and fight for love , should i stay by his side , should i fight this fucking bratva gang with Alessandro,  should i stand by the one person that makes me so very happy except for tasha tho .

I ran my hand through my hair , i dropped the contract on the table beside my bed and laid down properly,  i closed my eyes and thought , i thought about how i and Alessandro's life would be on sunflower mountain,  after much thought , i could finally sleep and rest my overthinking mind.

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Hello everyone.

Recently I've been thinking and i realized i haven't put much effort into this story.

It's like the plot aren't making sense again .

But I'll try to cover up .

But i bet my next book coming out next year would be wey better , because I'll put my heart,  soul and kidney into it . Just kidding.

So i also plan on doing a FAQ , so you can ask whatever you want and I'll answer it in an author's note .

And guys i also hit 3k!!! Thank you all so much .

BOZZDEZZY CARES 💋💋