My Vampire Bullies | DerekTrendz Love Story

Chapter 9 ~ Didn't mean to😢

{Recap} Your heart broke, he just used you for sex, you let him get the best of you, you then limped your way up the stairs got your shit and limped your way out the door and yes you slammed that shit, you limped back home and cried yourself to sleep

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Derek's POV)

I went in the living room to see if Mauria was there but she wasn't I went upstairs and she wasn't there then I remembered her stuff being on the bed but I didn't see it so I'm guessing she left idgaf tho

Derek: She left I said coming downstairs

Ballo: Ok? he said shrugging his shoulders

Derek: Anyways I'm finna gts so yall gotta gtfo he said looking at them

Them: Ight night bruh they said walking out the door

I shut the door behind them and walk upstairs to my room and try to fall asleep but it's like I couldn't, something was missing, something was telling to get up and go for a walk I didn't want to but why not, so I get up and grab a jacket and grab my skateboard and ride it

Y/n's POV)

I wake up I rlly didn't feel like falling back to sleep I just wanted to clear my mind and get some fresh air, so I grab my cropped red jacket and grab skateboard and walk outside

Derek's POV)

While I was riding my skateboard I felt sad, I felt like I did something wrong then I hear this couple fussing in a alleyway, I watch them go back n forth

??: WTF YOU LOOKING AT? he said yelling at me

I just ignore and wall away, I then start to cry out of nowhere I couldn't control it, idk what's going on wit me. I then see the beach, I go there and sit on the sand while the water hits my feet, I took my phone out and looked at my eyes they were red and puffy my eyes were a very light blue, I usually don't like telling myself this but ik I'm depressed it's not my fault I'm a vampire I don't want to be I just-

My thoughts were interrupted by someone's crying, I get up and see a girl crying it was.......

Keep going

Honestly ur mom

MICHELLE OBAMA

Nah jk jk

Here we go

Mauria. I just stood there she noticed me

Y/n: I'm so- what d-d-do you w-want? She said sniffling while looking at me for a sec

Derek: Noth-

Y/n: D-Did you u-u-use me for.........s-sex? she said cutting me off

I didn't say anything, I didn't use her for that I just......

Y/n: JUS S-SAY IT! she said yelling at me

I still didn't say anything thing

Y/n: SAY IT! J-J-JUST SAY Y-YOU DID! she said looking at me yelling

I saw her tears, her eyes were red and puffy, I felt so bad I start to cry because ik what I did was wrong I didn't mean to hurt her I didn't

Derek: N-N-No, no I-I-I didn't I said crying while looking at her

Y/n: THEN W-WHY YOU S-SAID THAT TO MY F-F-FACE?

Derek: I-I-I-I-I don't know O-O-OK! I said looking at her with guilt

I was shaking my hands were shaking, I couldn't think I just sat down on the sand and cried, Mauria just looked at me with tears falling from her eyes. I hope she knows I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt her feelings I-

Y/n: So did you mean it? she said sniffling while wiping her face

Derek: N-No

Y/n: So why did you s-say it?

Derek: I-I-I-I-I don't know.....

Y/n: Ya know when I first saw you, you looked nice, cool, adoring, but idk you seem that way but idk, when you called me "ma" I finally felt like somebody loved me or...liked me, I've never felt that way b-before and I-I-I just can't believe I fell for you she said starting to cry again

Derek: I a-am that person I-I-I just.......try to h-hide it because I feel happier, I feel like when I be mean to o-o-others I can just forget about me and make fun of others when they s-should be making fun of me...

It was silent for a bit, til I broke it

Derek: Mauria?

Y/n: Hm? she said wiping her nose

Derek: I'm sorry I said looking down

Y/n: It's ok, I accept your apology she said smiling a bit

Derek: Need a hug? I said looking at her with my arms open

You nods while laughing a bit and hugs me, I never felt so happy and safe in my life, I hate hurting ppl but I can't help it, I need to stop frfr

Y/n: Derek?

Derek: Hm?

Y/n: Maybe this means you could change.....ya know?

Derek: Tbh I try I can't, if I be nice I'm gonna loose popularity, friends and like everything

Y/n: You won't loose me she said pulling away from the hug and looking at me

Derek: I won't? I said slightly smiling

Y/n: No, we have things in common and I understand that you are mean to ppl but ik why....your just scared of loosing the ppl you love the most like your friends, you love them right?

Derek: Yea

Y/n: Well if you really want them to be your friend forever then you should change and if they don't like you when you change,  don't cry about it and don't get mad, that means they weren't really your friends they just using you for clout

Derek: Maybe your right, but why are you so nice to me?

Y/n: My dad always used to say; when somebody is mean to you for no reason, they are going through something inside they don't want nobody to know about and this; always forgive those who does bad to you, if they don't take your forgiveness then forget it you know you forgave them and that's all that matters she said smiling

Derek: Can I tell you something?

Y/n: Sure wassup?

TBC...........

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