{Recap} I just sat there watching him walk away, while tears ran down my face, I didn't mean to hurt him like seriously!
--------------------------- I got up and left the school I went home and cried myself to sleep
Derek's POV)
I can't believe she did that to me, I went home and just fell asleep thinking about Mauria
A/n's POV)
They both fell asleep, they both thought about what happened today. Mauria kept saying it was just life but she knows that she made this happen, we all know that she likes him she's just in denial, Derek on the other hand is trying his mf best not to kill anybody because of his anger over you, only if Mauria knew how important she was to Derek and how important Derek is to her.
Next day.......
Y/n's POV) I woke up not wanting to got to school but I just got up anyways, I took a shower and did my hygiene and was wearing this......
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My hair was like usual, I walked downstairs and saw my mom waiting for me so I got in the car, so did my mom and we drove off
Arrived....
I said my goodbyes and walked into school, I then saw Derek all alone, his friends was just somewhere not giving two fucks, so I decided I should apologize and say I'm not ready, I walk up to him
Y/n: Derek?? I said looking guilty
Derek: What? he said quietly while looking down
I just grabbed his arm and took him outside the school, I looked at him, he wouldn't even care to look at me, he was very upset with me and I don't blame him
Y/n: Look ik I've been a bitch to you yesterday, but lemme explain-
Derek: Explain what? You've already explained it all, so what's the point! he said looking up at you
I saw his eyes they were red and puffy, it was all my fault that he's upset
Y/n: There is something I should explain.........I'm scared of love, I'm scared that if i love I will lose everything! That's why I said we should be friends and in plus, we've haven't even known each other long enough to even date. Derek yes I do like you..... a lot but I can't just jump into this right yet..........and I'm sorry that you don't agree with me, I'm very sorry........I said looking in his eyes before walking away
TBC.........
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A/n: Hi it's your favorite author here, yes I'm so sorry for not updating it's just school and everything, I just be so tired when I get back home and I'm figuring out myself rn so yea. Love you my loves!
