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★★★—SEBESTIAN—I was checking and re-checking every arrangement and decoration in the apartment that i have done for the proposal but somewhere deep inside i was having a worried feeling about something that i can't keep a finger on

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—SEBESTIAN—
I was checking and re-checking every arrangement and decoration in the apartment that i have done for the proposal but somewhere deep inside i was having a worried feeling about something that i can't keep a finger on.

I guess i am just nervous but i know her answer, we talked about this and there is no reason she would say 'NO'.
I was sitting in the kitchen sipping the coffee i just made for myself to calm my nerves down when the doorknob opened.

—MIA—
There is an explanation to everything isn't it but we are too naive too understand them.
I had my doctor's appointment at 10 in the morning and after that i am just aimlessly strolling around the city.

I called the university that i won't be able to make it today and it's now 6 in the evening and i dont want to go home.
I dint realize that all the vomiting and the hairfall I've been going through isn't food poisoning but cancer.

My doctor said that I've a gall bladder cancer since the last 6 months and it's showing signs now and i have 5-7 years left.

I remember in the morning that me and seb talked about our future but now what??.
I am sure he wouldn't want to be with me now.
But i wanna live i wanna live with him and have kids start my family but my cancer ruined everything for me.

I was so lost in my thoughts that i dint realize i reached our apartment and was standing in front of it.
I can see the lights are on which means seb is home and i dont know how i am going to face him and handle his reaction.

I opened the door and made my way to the living room which was lighted up with fairy lights, there were sunflowers everywhere, i can see our photos hanging with the balloons from the ceiling.
It was beautiful and i smiled for the first time in the day.

I felt two warm hands wrapping me from the behind and it was just like i wanted to sink in them and never come out.
"Will you marry me??" He asked softly facing me holding out a gorgeous ring.

I looked at him trying to hold back the river of tears in my eyes but there weren't any words coming out from my mouth to reply his question.

Gathering up some courage left in me i tried to form words.
"No.." cam out of my mouth.

The face which was glowing and smiling at me with steel blue eyes looked like it lost all his colour and turned pale his smile dropped and looked at me in confusion.

That was my breaking point and i felt weak on my knees and fell to the ground with tears bursting through my eyes. I wasn't able to handle all the stress.

But sebestian leaned down crouched next to me wiping my tears and hugging me.
I made my way in his lap and cried for good 15 minutes soaking his white shirt and he asked no questions just gently stroked my hair and tried calming me down.

When i was a bit better he held my fave in his hands and looked at me with piercing eyes " what happened doll?" He asked gently.

I took a deep breath before answering him and went on explaining what the doctor said and how much time i am left with me.
He cried, he cried for so long hearing all this.
"I love you Mia, i love you more than anything in this world and we will fight this together as a team and we will win doll i promise you mia... We will get through this!" He said kissing me while years were still rolling down his eyes.

He picked me up bridal style and carried me to the sofa and we laid together which felt for like forever.
And then he asked me "as i have promised you that i will be there will you marry me now??" He asked looking hopefully at me.

And i said 'yes' smiling at him cause i know we can fight this together.

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