Grey eyed boy

Cliffs

*JIMINS POV*

I ran into my room crying and jumped on my bed covering my head.I had just came out to my parents as gay,I was always close with my parents and I didn't expect them to react the way they did. It really hurt,It just added on to the sadness and loneliness I was already dealing with. One other thing I was dealing with was bulling, I get bullied a lot at school, I have bruises from it,but I was to scared to tell my parents.I had no one...No friends,No family,heck even my older brother hated me. I only knew one way to deal with my problems...

{A FEW MINS AGO}

"Hey, mom and dad" I said as I sat down across from them at the dinner table. "Yes,my love" My mom answered. I gulped and started to cry as i opened my mouth to speak. "Hey,hey don't cry" My mom said. "I-I have something t-to tell you guys,p-please don't be angry at me"I said as My mom and my dad wore expressions of worry on their faces. "Jim you know you can tell us anything." My dad said. "Okay,i guess I'll just say it then....I-I" I said as I broke down more.My mom held my left hand and my dad held the right. " Hey it's ok just say it." My mom said.

"I-I-I'm gay" I said as both of my parents wore the expressions of disgust. " No...I will not and never will raise someone like you" My mom said as she smacked me from across the table. "You're so fucking disgusting,I wish you were more like you're older brother Seo-jun, Rich, Successful and STRAIGHT with children" My dad says before he calls me the f slur. That one hurt most,I was always close with my parents,but now it's like i'm talking to strangers... I just sit and listen to all the things they call me and break down. " I-I'm sorry b-b-but I can't help it,Please just know that I still love you both." I say as I leave the table quickly to run to my room.

{PRESENT TIME}

{TW!! $UICIDE}

I uncover my head with my pillow and open my dresser,and grab the one thing that helps me threw days like these. I roll up my sleeves to reveal a shit ton of cuts. Sometimes I wish someone would just save me from this. I put the blade up to my skin and dig harder then usual. I hiss as blood appears in my vision. I stop for a moment and lock my door incase.

{2 MINUTES LATER}

I look at my arm and smile softly with tears streaming down my face,and think to myself...I'm gonna be happy soon I hope. I can't wait until it's my time to go. I have lived a shitty life of 16 years on this earth and I'm finally ready to give it up. I zone out of my thoughts and I hear my parents beating at my door with what sounds like a bat. I have to get out of here. I look around my room for ways to get out. My head snaps directly at my window. " WE KNOW YOU'RE IN THERE YOU GAY WHORE." I hear my dad, say as I quickly open up my window. " Mom...Dad..." I position my body to jump out my window. " DON'T CALL US MOM AND DAD ANYMORE I DON'T CLAIM YOU SLUT" My mom says as more tears stream down my face. "I really love you guys,Please don't look for me, don't miss me, don't even think about me" That's the last the last thing I say before I jump out my window. I scream in pain as I drop to the group hard as ever. I rub it off and run as fast as I can, anywhere... It doesn't matter where I end up,I just don't want to be here.

{1 HOUR LATER}

I ended up at a cliff, This is where I go to clear my head. I came hear to another reason today though...I came to end it.. To end this shitty life of mine. I step to the edge crying silently. I zone out and lean forward to let my body go...

Huh? why am I not falling? I think to myself. I come back to reality to realize i'm being held back by someone... I look back angered that someone ruined a perfect chance for me to let go. I was about to yell at the other until, I saw the tears streaming down the boys face." W-why did you s-stop me?" I say calmly to the brown haired boy standing in front of me. " Please don't." The boy says with more and more tears streaming down his face.

This is the end of this part

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