desired reality & shifting experiences.

08/03/2022

uh. hey.

it's been a while. i still haven't shifted, but my mindset has been way better recently, and i feel like i'll shift soon. if i don't, it's okay, because it's really not the first thing on my mind anyway. 

btw guys i haven't been taking a year long shifting break i just forgot this book existed 😭

very sorry if anyone was hoping for more updates, because i still haven't shifted, but i've been meaning to share this little dream thing i had relating to a certain dr i wanted to shift to a while back. this was by no means a recent dream, in fact, i think i had the dream a year ago, but i still remember it pretty fucking well. 

anyway!

basically, i wanted to shift to a reality where i'm a popular twitch streamer, and i stream minecraft, the sims 4, roblox, and random other games. personally, i'm not a fan of the dsmp, so i replaced it with another version of dsmp where it's literally nct dream + my friends from this reality (btw i script nct dream into almost all of my drs. it's an issue). 

so the dream starts when i wake up in my apartment. it's a pretty cute one. it's kind of small, but it's not like i need a lot of space when it's just my cat and i. i wake up to the sounds of my door opening, and my first thought is that someone's breaking into my house. the thing is, i'm not fully awake, so i'm not even that freaked out about some random person entering my house. i basically drift back to sleep.

i get woken up again with haechan's face directly in front of mine. obviously i fucking scream????? jumpscare warning????? and he has the audacity to jump back like i scared him. when i properly wake up, i try to smack him because he scared the shit out of me, but then i realize he wasn't even supposed to be in california (which is where i live in my dr). so i ask him, "aren't you supposed to be in new york for that convention thing?" and he literally says "i got bored."

HE LEFT A CONVENTION BECAUSE HE WAS FUCKING BORED 

i try to smack him again, but the other person in my apartment, a friend of mine from this reality, asks me where i keep my glasses. i get up to get her one, but haechan remains in my room. 

when i go up to her, she looks like she'd been crying for hours. i ask her what's wrong, and she tells me her boyfriend broke up with her. obviously i hug her bc i'm not a shitty friend and she says jaemin's been helping her with getting over it or something and i make some comment about her stealing my best friend, just as a lighthearted joke, and she smiles. 

then haechan starts talking about something i would rather keep private but that's literally the entirety of the dream

clearly it was a lot more interesting at the beginning

anyway, that's about it ! if you guys ever wanna hear ab my scripts or anything, feel free to ask! i love sharing stuff like that! i have lots to share.

love ya & happy shifting !

btw i made this 555 words <3