Break It

02

Before speaking, I went for a deep sigh. I got this. "Okay, here goes nothing. We've known each other the longest right? I mean, you, me and Jihyo..." she nodded as an answer. "Jeong... The thing is, I like you" after saying it, I heavily closed my eyes and already expecting for a rejection.

"I know" she answered.

I immediately opened my eyes. "Huh? What do you mean you know?" I asked nervously.

J: "Alam ko kasi diba nga sobrang affectionate mo sakin? Atsaka dahil dun sa mga sinabi mo kanina, right?"

"Right, I guess? But, Jeong. I mean, I really like you. Not just, like like, but the like that could possibly turn to love." Okay, I feel like I'm gonna melt at any point. God, she's making that face again. (Pokerface)

"Look, I know it's a sudden confession but I just need to get this off my chest, Jeong. I-I know it's wrong but damn, it's hard to stop these feelings. Yung tipong I tried everything not to fall in love with you but this heart just can't stop. And please listen, I'm not expecting anything in return. I just really want you to know. You don't have to return the favor if you're not interested, and it's okay, like really. You're not obligated to like me back or what, just leave me be." Geez, I'm literally shaking while saying those words to her. And why is it so hard to read her face?

"Okay." she answered then she left. Uhm, okay? Is that all I got for an answer? I mean, that's alright. What's more important is she knows. I breathe heavily.

End of flashback.

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PRESENT

It's been a week after that confession happened. I'm so glad that everything stays the same. And she's still playing hard to get. lol But I really wanna know what's on Jeongyeon's mind... I'm curious about what she thinks. But why do I feel like the more I'm avoiding this feeling, the more it gets stronger.

Right now, we're almost at the end of the day rehearsing for our concert. Everything was perfectly in sync except on our unit stage.

"Jeong, I was just wondering if we can extend or stay for a couple hours more?" I asked her.

"Hmm? Sure, I'm kinda having a hard time with some of the steps so I really need more time to practice and get used to it though." then she smiled. Damn, that just completed my day.

"Great." I answered.

Meanwhile, our working hours are done. Other members are going home except for us.

"You guys are staying?" Jihyo asked.

I nodded. "Yup, we still have lots of things to work on with our unit stage, hehe."

"Okay then, we're off! You guys take care." They all waved us goodbye.

Jeong and I decided to rehearse just with our own, without our choreographer and completely without anyone. Our manager will be staying somewhere else in the company after accompanying the other members.

So, it's just the two of us.

"Should we go for another run?" I asked her.

"Yup, let's work things out." she answered. O-kay? Why does it sounds like it means something or am I just assuming? Aish! Forget it.

"Okay, let's do this Jeongyeon-ssi." The song started to play and we're already in our positions. We're both on the opposite sides. I started singing and she follows. Now it's for us to meet in the middle so we did. The moment I sing the "Saranghae" part, I blew a kiss on her together with my finger heart. Then the, "I love you" after, I wink at her and she smiled in return. Damn, she's so attractive, I swear.

Now we're in the part where I'm about to go around her, I'm singing my part in a very flirty way while staring at her and my other hand was on her upper right chest. Why does my body feels like heating up? Geez! She's so hot.

Now we switched parts. She's now singing the guy part. This time, it was Jeong's turn to go around me, fuck! Her touch electrifies me. Okay, I'm done with this, I'm going all out! While she's singing, I was really flirting with her on purpose.

"Damn, you know I'm so into you right?" I muttered while she's singing and my hands are placed into her other leg. I didn't failed to get her attention since it's just the two of us inside the room.

"Calm your naughty gay ass" she said then smirk after. Okay, so now she's up for this huh?

Now I'm singing my part. And while I'm singing, I signaled her to come closer to me so she did. My hand went over her legs and I can't stop myself from touching her anywhere. After that, she held my hand and she went behind me and whispered. "Did you locked the door?" she asked. Okay, fuck! But why?! She keeps turning me on. Suddenly she hug me from the back. Gosh! Can someone tell me how to calm?!

The song is about to end and I'm not ready for the last part. I just don't know what to do with her! She's driving me crazy. It's now the ending and we're about to meet in the middle, we're supposed to kiss pretend but this time, I want to do it for real. I held her face and she does it the same with me. I wrapped my arms around her and I pulled her much closer to me. We ended up staring at each other's eyes, and I can feel her rapid breathing, we're both panting at this time, catching our breaths.

"Feisty huh? I like it" she said and bite her lips after. Damn, is the really happening? Like for real? But whatever, it's not the right time to think.

"You know I'm so whipped for you right?" I asked her with a seductive voice. She chuckles. "Stop, you're tempting me." Jeongyeon said while moving her face closer to mine. We're just an inch away and we can feel both of our breathing. Damn! Things are getting steamy.

I held her face once again, and stared at her lips. "I wanna know what a friend tastes like." She said then I bite my lip after.

"I'll let you know then." I answered then I pulled her with force and started kissing her aggressively. Fuck! I'm eager for this. Jeong returned the favor and she's now kissing me back.

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