Break It

09

Nayeon's P.O.V.

It's been 2 days since that day. I still can't believe about Jeongyeon's sudden confession. Now that we've clear things out, we decided to have the courage and open up to our families first. We only got to talk to them through phone calls and face time. It's actually terrifying and a total meltdown but at the end, it's all worth it. Indeed they are worried for us, but we manage to explain it for them to understand the situation and we can't feel more overwhelmed when they accepted us. We feel so blessed having an understanding and open-minded family.

After that, we went straight to our managers to talk about it and it's even more scarier than we thought. Jeongyeon's hands are shaking really bad that time so I held it and she's having a hard time handling the pressure of the situation as well, so I did all the talking. As an expected reaction, they went mad over us. Obviously as an idol, they pointed out about our reputation and all. We both cried that time since they seemed to not understand and accept the situation. I mean, we're not expecting to receive positive reactions and whole acceptance that fast but we just want them to try and understand us.

Since I believe that no one should ever have to choose between a career we love and living our lives with authenticity and integrity. I feel so sorry for Jeongyeon. She's having a hard time because of me, because of what I did. Right before and after confessing, I always apologize to her. She do get mad about it and stops me from saying sorry. She always say that I did nothing wrong and she's thanking me for loving her more. Maybe that's enough reason for me or should I say for us to keep on going.

This time, it's our co-members turn to know the truth. We're now gathered inside the practice room.

“What's this all about Nabongs?” Jihyo asked. I've never been this nervous in front of our co-members. Well, maybe because this is more of a personal thing but even though, I'm not like this when we do heart to heart talks.

Chaeyoung: “Yah, unnie. Is there a problem?”

“Let's just wait for the others.” I said and tried smiling at them since I'm really nervous. Jeong isn't here yet since she needs to finish something first. Right now I'm with Jihyo, Mina, Chaeyoung and Tzuyu. We're still waiting for the others. I told Jeongyeon that we're gonna wait for her but I won't stick to our plan. I'm gonna get this done right away besides, I don't want her to feel more pressured.

Not that long, Momo, Sana, and Dahyun went in.

“I thought we had a meeting but where are they?” Dahyun asked while looking for our our managers and the staffs.

“Ah, no. Actually, it's just the 9 of us.” I answered.

“Yah! You're making me nervous! Just tell us already.” Jihyo shouted.

“I think I already had an idea about this... Where's Jeongyeon by the way?” Momo muttered and sat in front of me. I don't know if she really knows something so I just ignored what she said.

Sana: “Eh? How come we know nothing?”

“Unnie, you're too quiet since we got here. Are you okay?” Mina asked worriedly. I remained silent and others started to form a circle facing me. I gulp, this is nerve-wracking.