You suck// Louis Partridge x Y/n

18

I arrived to the house, my house. I walked in and looked around. Only a few furniture were there. I missed my mom, I missed my brother. I went straight to the kitchen when my breathing was getting worse. I took a cup of water and looked out the window. How beautiful, why must everything look so beautiful but always so ugly inside.

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I tried to call Adrien, but he didn't answer. The only one calling me was Louis but I didn't answer. Louis, you suck, absolutely suck. To bad he didn't know that himself. I didn't have any clothes here doe. I mean at one point I just have to go back and get my clothes and stuff.

I walked all the way to his place. I opened with a key that he gave me. It seemed like he wasn't at home. I quickly filled bag with my stuff and walked back home. I didn't know what to do. I am not floating but not sinking, I am fucking stuck. God, what should I do?

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-Study 4-27 and you will make the test.
I hate hate hate history. Louis sits next to me but I decide to not give him any attention, I decide to ignore him. Not any call from Adrien and they said that he quit the job at the bookstore, poor guy. He deserve better.
I am almost asleep when someone knocks on the door to the classroom. I keep on sleeping when someone call my name.
-Y/n can you come here for a second, the principle say. He has two police men behind him. I haven't done anything wrong? Everyone in the class is looking at me, shocked, but worried awwww. But the most worried one is Louis even doe I don't look at him. I walk outside of the class room and they close the door. I try to keep myself calm.
- Your father, William Moore has passed away.
I looked at the police men with confusion.
- Because of overdose.
That sounded more like my dad. Even tho my dad is, was bad he was still my father. All he tried to do was to protect me and handle his problem for himself. He was a bitch to me.
-Are you ok Y/n?
I wasn't crying and I think it's why they ask me if I were okey. I nodded and asked if I can go back to class, but the said no.
-Your both parent has passed away and your brother is in collage, we need to find you a new home.
-But I am almost eighteen.
-But you are still 17.

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Saturday night, my birthday yay. I am spending it alone in a strangers house. I don't even know these people. This is the part were I am sinking, hopefully drown soon too.
Even tho I hate him, I still love him. I miss him. He stopped calling when I wanted him to call. I miss him. I miss Louis. I miss him.
I remember when he told me that we would go to bar and I'll get my first drink with alcohol in it on my birthday. I have nowhere to live if I move from this couple. I'll stay here until then.
Mom, I love you and I admire you a lot. I just did the best decision in my whole entire life, I am going to follow my moms footsteps, from birth til death.

- Happy birthday, my fake mom says when I go to the kitchen. I grab what I needed and when back to my room. I lie on my bed with a knife in my hand. " I'll do exactly what you did mom"

The end

Hey it's me. I just wanted to say that this book is a scrap and everything about it is really shitti. I needed to do a fast ending and this is what a came up with. Thank you for reading this!