The 9 months went by quick and now here we are December 24, 2015 11:58pm holding our new addition to our family our son Jordan Miracle Crawford aka JJ as in Jordan jr. Meghan and I were both so happy that we have a child to call our own. we love him so much.
The thing that I didn't like was that the only people there for us were my older sister Catherine and Meghan's aunt Judie. on the inside I was so pissed off I wanted to scream, why weren't both our families there for us, they've never supported out relationship since day 1. oh how I wanted to just start yelling and punching walls, but I couldn't because my little angel was in my arms staring at me with his adorable little eyes just like Meghan's.
Even though JJ was healthy and well the doctors say there is till something wrong with his breathing, it's like his lungs have smoke in them. He would always have hard times breathing and once in a while passes out from lack of oxygen. the doctor then turned to Meghan and said
Doctor: "Ms.Barnes have you been smoking while you were pregnant?"
Meghan: "NO.... of course ...not."
Me: "MEGHAN! You smoked didn't you ...don't lie to me !"
Meghan: (starting to cry) "yes I drank and smoked during my pregnancy with JJ, but it was only because I was stressed and in pain I just wanted it to stop and so I drank and smoked some cigarettes."
Doctor: "well that was a bad idea ,because now the baby's breathing may get badder and soon even worse with all your actions during your pregnancy... I'm sorry to say that your baby may not live that long.
Me: (starting to cry)" is there any way that we could maybe help this to keep him alive and well for a long time?"
Doctor:" there is one way but it is very dangerous, we could perform a high surgery on his lungs to get the smoke out so he can have clean pink lungs but since he is only 3 weeks old we can't do it until the baby has developed at least until he is a month or 2 old.
Meghan:" please do whatever you can so my baby can live please please please.!"
Doctor:" I'll try my best, but in the meantime let him stay hooked up to the oxygen tank so he can breath normally and you Meghan I want you to go downstairs to level 3 and go see our rehab specialist to get you some help with your drinking and smoking problems please."
Meghan: "ok thank you."
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