'𝑅❀𝓈𝑒 𝒫𝑒𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓈'

'Heartbreak And Blood'

Tw:
Blo0d
Angst
Bully1ng

I sat in the corner of my room on the floor, currently trying to understand what just happened, tears were falling out my eyes uncontrollably, but I felt nothing, I just felt completely hollow, the only thing I felt was the ache in my chest, an ache I know all to well.

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I yawned, I'm so tired but I don't want to sleep, I don't want to see his image in my head or his voice I don't want to..
I just cover my ears and close my eyes tight, hoping to make them go away.

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Suddenly I wake up, I didn't even realise I went to sleep.. I sigh, I'd never be able to look at Toby the same ever again...I'm so selfish.
I look at the time on my phone, I didn't eat last night, oh well.
I get up, putting on a jacket with red and green stripes across the collar and the bottom of the sleeves with a white shirt underneath, I put on some jeans and my trainers and of course my iconic cat socks.
I brush my haid, grab my bag and go.

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I walk up to the school gates, I sigh, after the thing I saw yesterday I don't want to think about Toby anymore but I just can't stop thinking about him.
He's a taken man, and on another subject he is a man, I've always been taught that it's wrong for the the same sex to love each other so why am I feeling like this?
I.. I'm such a bad person aren't I?

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I thought about myself for awhile, I shouldn't like Toby, it's wrong but... I.. I'm not sure anymore, I don't think I should be feeling this way about a man, especially a taken man, I've really let myself go haven't I?
Before I knew it, it was free period again and the same scene was Infront of me, I wanted to cry so badly but I don't want to seem weak I.... I'm such a terrible person.
I walk outside the back of the school and sigh, suddenly I get grabbed, making me flinch a little, I look at who grabbed me, it's those boys from my first day..... Goddammit ranboo you idiot..

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Panic fills my body as I look back at the boys, whom are holding metal baseball bat's I inhale shakily
''Hello.. Do you need something..? ''my voice is shaky and I'm so terrified.
''Oh yeah of course we do.. We just needed you for a little you know.. Target practice. ''one of them says as they swing the bat at my head making me close my eyes tight.

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Suddenly an impact hits my head making me fall down, the pain in my head making me want to cry, I suddenly feel a warm liquid snake down my head, shit.
I open my eyes blood seeping down past my eyes, they laugh as another one swings the bat at my arm, my eyes teary now, they are in hysterics now as another one swings at my knee which makes the tears start rolling down my cheek.
''Crybaby, do we need to hit you in the head again? ''One of them says, laughing his head off.
Another swing comes to my head as I feel blood seep through my clothes, it hits my head making the pain double, more blood rushing down my head, more tears rolling down my cheeks, suddenly one of them swings at my stomache, which causes me to keel over in pain as they continued to hit me, more blood seeping through my clothes, it felt like an hour until they stopped and went inside laughing, their bat's covered in my blood.
I felt so dizzy, it was hard to move so I just laid there for awhile.

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I woke up to see only the red hues of the sky and.. Oh god.. I nearly puked as I saw the pool of red around me, my breathing became shaky and the tears came back, much stronger this time, everything hurts so bad.
I found myself wanting the warmth of phils embrace, he was always like a father figure to me, I wish he were here so badly.. I just want to go home.. But everything hurts and my vision is all red from the blood seeping out of my wounds.
Tears made my vision even more blurry, I hate this, why do people treat others like this, is it fun to watch the suffering of others..?

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I woke up again to hear someone screaming my name, the voice was muffled and everything was red and blurry.
''Ranboo! ''Toby.. Is that you..?
''Ranboo can you hear me, who did this to you?! ''Please.. Please go away... I can't look at your face.. Not now..
I looked up at him everything hurt, I saw somebody, a tall girl on the phone, probably an ambulance, I was becoming dizzy again but I could still hear him but I couldn't bring myself to speak.
''Okay I see your eyes moving, he's alive! ''He shouted over the girl who replied with 'thank god!', I felt a tear roll down my cheek while Toby looked down at me, sympathy in his eyes, blood staining my clothes and hair, the blood in my eyes itched, my body hurt, I hate this.

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I was just laying there helplessly until the sounds of sirens filled my ears,it was probably an hour before they came, must have thought it wasn't that serious, well guess they were wrong
They came out and immediately their Jaws dropped, if I could make a wild guess they weren't expecting this much blood, one of them rushed over to me and started asking me questions while the others were asking the girl and Toby questions, I couldn't awnser so I just looked at him, pain in my eyes, he understood immidiently and I got put onto some kind of thing, can't remember the name of it, I got put into the ambulance while the other 2 looked on at me with worry in their eyes, my eyes suddenly felt heavy because soon I passed out.

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I think I was in the hospital for a month after, I had 2 broken ribs and a few other broken limbs, hey atleast there was no permenant damage.
Next thing I knew I was going home, I got a week off school after I got out the hospital which was nice, I just streamed for that week, just the usual.
First I find out the man I loved with all my heart already has someone and then I get beaten half to death, fun right?
Well things can't really get any worse than this, can they?

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Mm yeah angst you are welcome, anyways I hope you enjoyed and again please go check out my friend Dailythingsidoforali,who is creating this with me, thank you and cya next time!

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