꧁My little baby꧂

Baby boys day

(SHORT)

'Moved out to Tapanga
now I'm livin' with god'

'My life was in danger from
the path I was on'

'Now every inch of salvation,
you know I'm gonna travel'

'I'm escapin' to the place where
all the judges lost their gavels,
singin'

'"Where you been?
Where you at?
Everything i did I can take it back
I can't move on, I can't relax
'Cause when you're gone, panic attacks"'

'Thinking of you laying down
when I was faking sleep
Faking sleep when I was laying down thinking of you'

I was doing homework with sonic and listening to a song
(Song at top)

'Started taking pills and now
I'm livin' alright'

I was calm while doing my work while IIda was "trying to teach" me what I already know.

'Besides the constant numbness and
thoughts of suicide'

'Now all the butterflies have turned
into vultures in my stomach'

I kinda wanna leave and be alone right now but how do I tell IIda that?

'We're just birds upon a wire
playin', who's the first
to plummet'

I just got up not really caring if I was rude or not even though papa told me to always be polite to others, so I turned around and said bye.

'Where you been?
Where you at?
Everything i did I can take it back
I can't move on, I can't relax
'Cause when you're gone, panic attacks'

'Where you been?
Where you at?
Everything i did I can take it back
I can't move on, I can't relax
'Cause when you're gone, panic attacks'

I was now in the second part of my dorm since I came from the kitchen

'Thinking of you laying down when I was faking sleep
Faking sleep when I was laying down thinking of you'

I have episodes of my depression sometimes so sad songs help get ride of it. Sometimes it brings it back and makes me hate myself for everything I did. I hurt izu, I told him to TAKE HIM LIFE!!! Why can't I be better?

'Everything is nothing,
nothing's everything to me'

'Nothing's everything,
everything's everything,
you see'

'Where you been?
Where you at?
Everything i did I can take it back
I can't move on, I can't relax
'Cause when you're gone, panic attacks'

'Panic attacks'

'Cause when you're gone, panic attacks'

I need to leave. Work out or something, or I might just sob and be little but I can't I still have homework I need to finish and I wanna play games with shitty hair.

'Moved out to Tapanga now
I'm livin' with god'

Its over
I want papa and daddy
I'm small now
Feel better
Imma play wif papa
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Sorry it took so long for an update