After the joke I went to my grandmas house aka my abuela so when we were there. I saw a text message on my phone and my very good friend said we couldn't be friends no longer I told my crush and he felt bad for me he said I said don't fell bad. I knew I felt something in my I notice that I'm losing my happiness. But I still faked smiled because I didn't want everyone worrying about me so I kept fake smiling and pain was still in me I cried a lot over the summer I was bummed out so I took a nap.