After that nap I had two more days with my dad we played basketball football and all that I help him with the lawn. One more day with my dad we watched a movie we played together and he made funny jokes. Zero days with my dad and I had to leave after that I had school I was extremely excited for school but I Saw my crush and he ignored me. Hmm I knew it was strange because he never ignored me. But ignored it and I found two girls that we're always there for me. 1 month passes my crush texts me I saw it and I told him my feelings Bc he forgot I said "I LIKE YOU OK AND YOU NEVER NOTICE THAT I LIKED YOU BUT NO YOU MUST BE EMBARRASSED OF ME I GET WHY YOUR EMBARRASSED OF ME BC IM UGLY STUPID AND ANNOYING". I cried so much that I was running out of breath. And my other friend she went on a crew I was pretty sad when I didn't she her.