Living in lies

DESPISE MY BOOD

Maria's POV:

hi i am maria also known as Mari. I am 23 and i have taken over my dads business for nearly over a decade. I am proud of how i came out to be, a strong,fearless woman as my mother says. My dad died when i was 14 on my birthday. To this day i still don't know how my dad died but mother said it was suicide but i don't believe her.

FLASHBACK:

"Come here my little principessa " my dad spoke. he always called me his regina (queen) or his principessa (princess). i love my dad even tho he kills people he does it for a reason. To protect what is his.

i slowly walk up to my dad,sitting on the stall in front of the mirror. He smiles as he rests his hands on my shoulders and smiles at me through the mirror.

"my little zucca is gonna be regina in 4 years" i smile and fiddle with my fingers which are resting on my lap. knowing that my dad is proud of me makes me so happy

i turn and look at my dad and give him a hug. he hugs back and we stay like that for a minute until my mother stomps in with her expensive perfume and massive diamond ring on her skinny finger that my dad bought for her.

"hello sorry to ruin whatever this is but we need to go now" she said toothily. i dont think my dad knows my sad to call mother is using him for his money but my mum has always been jealous of me and i can see why my grandparents do not make a good combo. Honestly i don't know what my dad saw in my mother but i obviously wasn't looking in his eyes because all i see is a old ugly hag.

"alright mi amour we will be right there" my dad said he had so much love for my mother and if she ever hurt him i will kill her with my own hands.

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we finally made it to my second house where my family had prepared my 14th birthday. it was so beautiful the house was full of people in different coloured gowns flowing everywhere. there was tables full of every food you can name. blood red roses wrapped around the staircase banner. i loved it!

It was obvious who came up with all the stuff full of my favorite colours red and gold.

As we walked in all eyes on us i met eyes with this boy he looked around my age but a tiny bit older jeez he is hot.

i looked away as everyone came up to me wishing me a happy birthday.

as soon as people where done greeting me i went straight to the food table and just ate out of boredom.

when i was done nearly eating the whole table i needed to throw up so i needed to find my dad, i have always had a fear of throwing up so i watch what i eat but tonight i didn't.

i was looking everywhere, asking people have they seen him and as i went into on of the private rooms there i saw blood all over the floor my dads lifeless body.

i screamed with horror,anger and pain.

end of flashback.

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and thats what made me the woman i am now im cold painless and thats why im like this now.

Me and my mother don't really get on how a normal mother and daughter relationship should be but it doesn't really bother me. In fact i wish my mother died instead that's how much i despise her. I think she is a money thirsty bitch but of course i can't say that. But one day i will.

Anyway i have a lot of things that need to be done like: check up on the bars,make sure everything is running smoothly in the warehouse, and make sure i get good deals. Working as a mafia princess is hard work but since i am a queen its nothing.

BUT THATS ME I AM MARIA FATE.