you did this!

Chapter 1

Bakugou pov
Ugh ever since I came to this shitty school I've been acting weird, different ,just not the usual me! And the worst part is that I don't know what changed ,yeah I'm in my dream school ,yeah I made a bunch of new actual friends ,but why would that change me!

I huffed in annoyance ,as I finally decided to ask deku ,that nerd knows me more than I do ,so I asked him and as I expected well not really ,but he knew what changed in me "well you've become more excepting ,and open to others making a lot of trust worthy friends including fixing our friendship, you've become more open minded and your goal is much more clearer and has a higher chance of succeeding"

He stopped mumbling ,taking a deep breath "you notice your mistakes and finally understood that you're not perfect , you care about others, and your priorities have altered a bit making sure not to just win but to win by saving others which makes much more sense cause you're aiming to be a hero,and there probably a lot more that I haven't noticed"

He said with a smile "wow..." I was speechless ,I've changed a lot "ooh and great character development,which I already proved  how ,but  to summarise all of that  you had major character development"

Deku looked at me with a soft smile than .....hugged me ,I was shocked at first "get off of me! Deku!" He chuckled and tightened his hold,i huffed ,slowly wrapping my arms around him "why are you getting all soft?"

"I'm just ......really proud of you.....kachan" my face softened "Tch,whatever.....thanks I guess...." After all that sappy shit was over I went back to my dorm .

I stared at the ceiling of my bedroom , rethinking what deku told me,I really have changed a lot .......but something doesn't feel right, like there's something missing ,so I started thinking about what else that could've changed me .

I went from thinking about the teachers to Almight even my parents ,and then my friends most importantly that stupid shitty hair'd idiot ,and then a stupid thought came to mind ,the incident.

I was helping shitty hair with our math homework until I suddenly started getting that weird feeling again ,I watched as shitty hair tried to solve the problem with the notes that I did specifically for him.

This is we're the weird part comes in ,I looked at him and thought about how hot he looked ,I don't know why the fuck I was thinking stupid shit like that ,but thinking about the next thing I did ,really makes me rethink my life choices.

I gently leaned onto his shoulder resting my head ,he stopped a bit , but then continued like nothing happened ,he didn't even spare a glance ,I frowned a bit and scooted closer to him, like seriously what the fuck am I doing!?

I think I was trying to flirt with him ,my thoughts back then were really weird too ,I kept on wanting him to notice me to observe me or in other words to check me out ,so when he completely ignored me i huffed and said fuck it.

I turned towards him our eyes met ,and you know what this bitch does! He SMILES!!Not even a little blush just a sweet innocent smile ,and then he had the AUDACITY to continue his homework.....fucking math.

I huffed in annoyance, so here I am laying on my bed cringing at the idiotic thing I did ,that was a week ago so I'm mostly over it.......mostly. So from that experience I think I have a crush on Eijirou kirishima.

But I don't want to ,but at the same time now that I know I want to be with him for the rest of my life! I can't let these shitty feelings get in my way, but I also don't want to be alone for the rest of my life, having someone so strong and bright and just ugggggghhhh I'm doing it again!!

So I've decided kinda .....but I'm going to ignore these feelings until I'm certain that there real and I'm not just desperate at this point.

And that's what I did for a week and turns out there real as FUCK! I'm dreaming about him what the hell ,I didn't even know that was possible!

Now that I know there real I have to figure out if kirishima has them which from my experience two weeks ago ,i don't have a lot of hope.....

I hope you liked the first chapter ,bye~