Bakugou pov
Today I woke up to an amazing surprise ,I'm so fucking happy!! I woke to a red rose beside me ,there wasn't a note or any sign of some sort,but I immediately knew it was from shitty hair ,like come on every one knows shitty hair's favourite colour is red.I wanted to ask him about it but I he clearly didn't want to reveal his identity, and for some odd reason that weird feeling was ruining my mood ,I can't really describe it, it's like someone was chocking me or more like something.
I ignored it of course,and kept things cool around kirishima, I want him to confess when he's ready. To be honest ,I don't know why I'm so sure that it's kirishima it could've been anyone.
Everyday I would wake up to a rose beside me ,it always made my day ,but not knowing from whom it's from made me anxious,I patiently waited for shitty hair to do something anything!
But he would always act the same ,calling me his bro his best friend......is it so much to ask for him to say 'I love you'!?!
Is it really that much...
That feeling lingered in my head ,in my body ,the feeling of being chocked!
But today I woke up with rose petals laying on my chest ,I looked beside me and saw another rose,I smiled ignoring the petals on my chest ,I picked up the flower and placed it with the rest.
Today at lunch I sat beside shitty hair ,but just the sight of him made me sick to my stomach,don't get me wrong he's hot as hell ,but I felt really sick ,I ran to the bathroom it felt like my lungs were ripping a part ,trying to get out of my body.
I coughed and coughed but nothing came out ,I was wheezing for air ,I stuck my fingers in my mouth getting my saliva all over them ,I was gagging but nothing came out.
What the fuck did I eat? A brick? Why isn't it coming out!! I wanted this thing out!! I pushed my fingers further in ,I gagged really hard,and it came out,wait..........
Flower petals?
"Huh?" I started panicking as I saw the mess I made ,blood was everywhere my hand was covered in a mixture of blood and saliva ,I looked at the contents in the toilet a little closer, rose petals ,blood, saliva ,vomit...ew
I sat down on the disgusting restroom floor ,taking deep breath's to try and steady my breathing ,once I calmed down I flushed the toilet and got up to the sink and started cleaning my self up , I looked sickly pale ,blood splatters on my face mostly around my mouth.
My throat was scratchy and the strong taste of metal in my mouth made me want to gag ,staring at my bloody hand spreading my fingers ,as the uncomfortably sticky blood dropped into the sink ,making the rich red colour pop out from the dirty white sink .
What confused me the most was the feeling was still there like I did nothing ,I could breath a bit more ,but each breath felt like my last.....
Aaaaaaaand chapter 2 is done ,and you guessed it this book is going to be short but eh

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Fanficbakugou has the hanahika disease ,I'm not gonna say anything else cause I don't wanna spoil the story this includes -gore -neglect -angst - love (kinda) I hope you enjoy it<3