Their Love Started As Hate. ~{#Wattys2016}~

Chapter 31

Today was his funeral, I was wearing a black dress that came to just above my knee, black tights with a flower pattern and a pair of black heels with a ribbon as the lace, my hair was waved and I just had a natural make up look witch consisted of brown shadow, black mascara and red lipstick, and with be cream and a little bronze powder, Mark wore a black suit, with a white shirt and black tie, and fancy shoes that where glossy, I think I peed my pants when I saw him shhhh! I grabbed my bag phone and some tissues and an umbrella, it was winter so there was a chance of rain and snow.

We walked behind the coffin my hand in between marks arm and rib cage, Tony's brother, dad, grandfather and uncle carried the coffin, it was pouring down and my feet where aching but I could see the church, "babe I'm sorry," Mark said as he squeezed my hand and then kissed my knuckles, I blushed a crimson red, the slights touch and my cheeks fire up and my body tingles with warmth, when he touches me, he's under control of my body.

"My name is Emily Johnston, I was a friend of Tony's, he was kind, and he was shy," I smiled "He showed me around the school when I first came to England, he was my only friend," I cried whipping away my tears I looked up into the crowed marks eyes shined, he was beside my dad and my brother beside my dad in the third row, I walked over to the coffin, "we drifted apart over something he did, I haven't talked to him since, I deleted his number and didn't want anything to do with him," I said crying more "he, he texted me last night anonymously, we talked for ages, he didn't tell me who I was talking to he said I wouldn't talk to him if I new," I whipped away tears and mascara, "I miss you so much tony, I just want you to know that I would have talked to you if you told me your name or not, I didn't want anything bad to happen to you, goodbye," I cried everyone was crying now my dad my brother, I walked down to my row and sat down beside Mark who just looked at me scanning g my hideous face, "your speech was amazing," he whispered "thanks," I smiled "come here," he moved me closer to him and kissed my cheek, "it will get better, I promise," he said I felt something wet drip on my forehead, he was comforting me because he didn't want me to see him cry, I don't care if he crus infront of me it shows me he has a heart and that he's strong even though it's a sign of weakness not to me it isn't, "I love you, I love you to the moon and back babe," he kissed my head and I felt him smile I smiled to "I love you to
The moon and back too," I looked up at him and smiled and kissed his lips.

Well I probably shouldn't have worn high heels, and good ones because the grass and the muck but I stood on my tip toes and walked across. the coffin was in the ground and his mum gave everyone white roses to put on top of the coffin two by two each couple and family said there goodbyes and dropped the flower on to the coffin, it was me and marks turn the last before his mum and dad and brother threw there's in, "ill miss you, I have ever since we stopped being friends, I don't hate you, I'm sorry," I smiled and whipped away tears once again, and threw the flower on top, "tony, I never knew you but by what people are saying you where good person and friend to loads of people, I'm sorry if any of my friends have hurt you in the past I would have loved to be your mate, take care," Mark said grabbing my hand and throwing the flower in, we walked down the stone path and went home I just want to sit and cry and never come out of my bed, ever. I was standing in the bathroom, looking in the mirror that covered the wall that the counter and sinks where not one bit of wall to be seen something caught my eye ew a spider ew! "Mark, Mark come here quick," he ran in "babe what's wrong are you okay," he said examining me, "babe I'm fine there's a spider though," I said getting on like a two year old, he smiled at me and grabbed the tooth brush holder that we didn't use and caught it then through it down the drain yay! my hero, cliché I know, he turned to look at me and kissed my lips, he lifted me up into the counter, flash backs of the time he did this in the kitchen counter made me smile, I was so stupid to even think that he didn't love me, this is so stupid I don't need to think about this I think I'm about to do the dirty deed! His hands traveled from my thighs to my waist he lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist, he lay be down onto the bed and took a breath with a second his lips were on mine again- the door bell rang, for fuck sake, just when I was about to do the deed, he got up and huffed to the stairs smirked at me and winked and mother 'to be continue' oh just take me here and now please, He disappeared down the stairs I listened in to what they whee talking about, "Mark," the man said mark was whispering I couldn't hear him, i couldn't hear anything else but the door closing I waited a couple of minutes before getting up to go to the shower, I took of all my clothes and wrapped a towel around me because I needed to get my clothes for after my shower, I grabbed my blue fluffy jumper that went down mid thigh and some white knee socks that went over the knee, i grabbed my black lace bra and matching pants, and set them on the toilet seat, I felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist and soft lips on my neck "were where we," he said smiling against my skin I looked in the mirror he only had a towel on, are we going to shower together? I smiled and turned around, he grabbed the back of my neck and lifted me up again my towel fell making me pull away he smiled and dropped his, and kissed me again he put me down and turned the shower on waiting for it to warm up, this was awkward, not my first time though I have had it once but not in the shower and I didn't love the guy I was drunk... "it's ready," he smirked and stepped in his toned body was noticeable through the steamy glass, I stepped in and under the water that was just right, he kissed my neck and sucked hard one it his tongue gliding left and right over the spot, I moaned "Mark," "yeah baby," he said "I want you so bad," "oh baby so do I, I'm going crazy over here," I smiled at what he said and turned not caring to look a this *cough cough* I grabbed his face and kissed him passionately he pushed me against the wall that was cold making my back go in, "Mark please," I moaned "baby don't worry," he said smirking "aw babe we can't I haven't got a cond-" "you had one job Mark, one," I said not amused "are you on the pill," "yes," I said honestly he pushed me back and kissed me roughly taking me by surprise, this boy turns me on so much, he slipped in oh god wow okay "oh my god," "baby your tight," "thanks, only for you," I breathed, moans escaped my mouth "Mark," "yeah baby," "I love you," "I love you too," he moaned in pleasure he slipped out and let it run down the drain, we washed are body's and washed each other's hair, coconut, we got dressed, he was wearing sweats that hung of his waist showing his v line that was amazing his abs, oh I think I just - anyways, we grabbed are phones and went downstairs, "damn babe you look smokin," he said pecking my lips "oh and you may want to cover that up," I looked in the mirror he left a hickey, ew, it was really red and now he mentioned it, it hurts, "I'll get popcorn and drinks also I need the loo so I'll be back soon," he will be at least ten minutes, his phone went of it was on the sofa,

From: Sexy bitch 😍
Hey Mark wanna come over, I'm sure she won't mind you coming over here to have sex baby, I love you xx 😘

What is this? Who is she? He's cheating I looked at the recent messages, he has been cheating on me, oh my god, I got up and ran up the stairs grabbed my phone charger, put in some leggings grabbed the keys purse and put some shoes on, tears fell from my eyes as I ran down the street I grabbed my phone and called my dad

"Emily sweetie,"
"Dad can you buck me up please," i sniffled
"What's wrong?" He asked concerned
"He, he was cheating on me daddy," I cried down the phone
"Where at you," he said cross
"At the corner am, seventh avenue," I said (don't know if that's real made it up 😏)
"I'm coming won't be a minute," he said
"Thanks," I hung up and waited.

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Back home with some Pringles and diet coke with my long lost boyfriend Netflix, I have been here for a few days, millions of missed calls and texts from Mark, I blocked him, I'm tired I need bed, I guess I was a fool, been there done that, been there again, I never learn from my mistakes, I need a shower, my hair needs cut and needs some TLC, it's winter break- Christmas break- don't go back until the 5th of January it's 6th of December (not the actual time we get of but I don't care 👍) a Tuesday to be precise, I have no friends at all, I got fired from work, or well I actually quite so, yikes, I need to sort my live out, and quickly. I guess I'll start after Christmas.

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My mum always told me Love is another word for Hate, I didn't understand back then I was only 4-5 years old but now I guess I sort of understand, I hated Mark but deep down under all the messed up shit that happened I still loved him, people always talk and whisper about us rumours hit the streets of London and school, everyone talked about us they alway said in whispers 'Their Love Started As Hate.'

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Well guys that's it the end of the book, I have had fun writing this and I am sad for it to end but don't worry guys, there will be a sequel, but I won't be writing it until I finish my other book, the ending was crap, I don't know tell me what you think of my book and if you have questions I will gladly answer, in comments social media or through privet message, I will answer, thanks for all the reads and support, I love you guys so much, Byeeee xxxx - Hannah 😘😍😍💕😘