Ongoing pain

Chapter 3

Ok when I want to the mall I ran into the evilest of the evil, Jessica and her bitchy backup. It was the scariest moment of my life. I tried to avoid eye contact but of course Madeline Shrieked in happiness and excitement when she saw Forever 21. And you guessed it, Jessica and her bitches looked over and approached up. "Hey, Katey the waisty of spacey, I see you bought a belt to hang your self with!" Jessica said as she pointed to my new black belt with small spikes on it that I got from Hot Topic. "Fuck off bitch!" I said back. "Your gonna regret saying that!" "What you gonna do tell your daddy!" I said back. "Are you gonna tell your daddy, oh wait you can't, he's dead!" Jessica said back. My jaw just dropped in shock that she would go that far. I didn't know what to do, so I did what I did best, I ran as tears were streaming down my face. All of Jessica's side bitches were laughing their fake boobs off. "Katey, wait for me!" Madeline yelled to me. But I didn't slow down I just, ran for what seemed like eternity. After about 5 minutes I got to a bench and took a rest. All I could think about was how much I hated that bitch. But what could I do I couldn't get revenge because well she's the most popular girl in school. "Katey, are you alright girlly?" Asked Madeline. "No, we need to get to the car fast, I'm gonna ugly cry!" We sprinted to her white Shevy Nova. When we got to the car and drove me to my house. When we arrived I got out of the car waved bye as she drove away. I went upstairs to my room. I saw my book bag with black and white dots in it. I went through it and found a pencil sharpener. So I carefully picked out the blade as tears fell out of my eyes like a river . Once I finally got the blade out, I laid it on my bed. Now I was ugly crying my heart out. I carefully picked up the blade and slid it agents my untouched flawless wrist, nothing happened, I didn't bleed, nothing. I just sat there. I didn't feel any different. I once again decided to slice my wrist with the blade, I pushed down with all my anger, hatred, and sadness. Fresh crimson blood ran down my wrist. I just stared at the blood, then in the mirror, then at my wrist, and then in the mirror once more. I cried from what I have become I'm a monster.

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This would be a good spot to end bc the rest is even more cringe ~Haileykuma of the future