The very next day I got a call on the phone. It was anomonuse .I answered, it was Mark!before I could say anything he interrupted me by saying. " hey, Katey,THE WASTEY OF SPACEY! Just wanted to let you know," then a voice that sounded like Jessica's voice. " GO KILL YOUSELF, BITCH!" Then the phone hung up. Tears bean to feel my blue eyes watering, and the tears streaming down my face. Then I called back, but no answer. I called back one last time, but still no answer. So I left a voice message saying, " you know what maybe I will kill my self!" Then I pushed the red end call button. I decided to do what they wanted and to end my on going pain, to get rid of the anxiety, depression and all the voices in my head. I ran to the bathroom with my face drenched with tears. I opened the medicine cabinet looking for all the pills I could. I found a bottle with large white pills that will bring me the end. I dumped the rest of the bottle into my hand until there were about 36 pills cupped in my sweaty Palm. I looked at them then my wrist then the mirror, and I put them in my mouth and swolled without hesitation. I was in so much pain so I lied down on my bed and waited for the end to approach. About 1 hour later I felt my eyes falling as I could barely breath, but I didn't fight I just let it happens as I thought of how much of a monster I was.
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Ongoing pain
Teen FictionOngoing pain is a story about a 15 year old girl named Katey Tomson. Join Katey in the hardest moments of her life, dealing with, depression, anxiety, cutting, and more harsh things. (Wrote this forever ago XD this is so cringe)
