〖 𝙲𝙷𝙰𝙿𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝟷. 〗

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Its Friday October 8th 2021...

The sun shine from my Window is shinning on me, as I crack my eyes. I hear little foot steps proceeding to my bed. A loud roar of joy"Good Morning Big Sister" the little boy voice was my baby brother Ashton. I grab him and I start tickling him, " Didn't I tell you not to wake me up you crazy little boy" as I playfully tell him. "Where's the rest of our siblings Ash?" as I'm getting out the bed.

                              ASHTON "Mommy didn't come home last night again Titan, Do you think she's using again ?" Ashton asked sadly with his head down looking like he's about to cry

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ASHTON
"Mommy didn't come home last night again Titan, Do you think she's using again ?" Ashton asked sadly with his head down looking like he's about to cry. I pull Ashton in to console him from the painfully thoughts that were entering his mind I say to him  "No! No! Don't say that she's probably out with her friends. Don't worry about Mommy go get your brothers and sisters up for school, Okay?"
    
I loved my family but there are certain memories I would rather not remember. My mother has been in & out of my life mentally and physically for as long as I can remember. She had a bad addiction to Vicodin soon after my father went to prison when I was 10 years old . He got sent away for a murder that to this day I still feel he's innocent. I guess it was too much for her to handle and she just began to spiral down in life, ever since then she's had periods of sobriety but I've been holding it down just taking care of my little siblings. Hustling to pay the unpaid Bills that pile up. It's hard Feeding, clothing, housing 5 children in a 2 bedroom apartment. Sometimes I wonder how do I keep going in this world with all my pain bottled up inside. The only ways I keep my self afloat is smoking weed & drinking hennesy. I know I sound toxic but how else am I going get through all this bullshit in my life right now ?

" Are you guys dressed for School & ready for Breakfast ? " I shout as I'm heading down the stairs.
" Yeth we are ready"My baby sister Kingdom Shouted. She's 6 years old & her nickname is Nunu.
" I dressed everyone today, I wanted to help you out more around the house T " Ashton shouted proudly across the table".

KINGDOM

                              KINGDOM

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