You must be a god

Our love is like a romeo and juliet (nsfw warning not a big one but yes)

I had came a few days ago and fell asleep, why did I sleep for so long? Only god will know. I go to the washroom to wash off but I see an address drawn on my arm, no way was this Samuels? I cover it up then wash and dry myself making sure not to clean that area. I start to think about Samuel...would my dad know if it's ok to date the same gender as you? I race down the two flights of stairs and to the kitchen.

"PA! QUESTION!" I fall in the door

I can't believe what I saw....pa was making out with mr Jefferson. They saw me and both panicked and shut the door, well.. if pa was doing it... could I? I mean I'm 30 and living in his home!! I knew what to do, I grabbed some paper and sat down to write.. it said...

" Dear Samuel,
Our life reminds me of a fairytale however there is no fair-maiden...no fairies...OH! If you think about it, our love is like Romeo and Juliet—our families don't want us together and families I mean our countries, you as being British and me American. Most do not want us together, but of course we won't go to extreme lengths like committing suicide— we might take it far but not that far well....I love you...and that's what I wanted to say....I love you so much...every time I'm around you I feel my heart beat out of my chest...you're just—handsome.. I wanna dance with you....so bad...well I love you
—yours truly...philip"

I ran and gave it to the mail office then ran home because there was a huge storm rolling in, I could smell the rain. I run in the house and hear pa calling me Jefferson "daddy" he isn't my grandpa!! But I ignored it and went to my room and watched the rain. It made me think of Samuel...nature in general makes me think of Samuel..nature and a man as he are so beautiful. My god I want to wrap my arms and legs around him.. I lay back and snuggle my pillow.

"Awe... I know baby... your scared of storms...are you?—idk I like to think you are..." I let out a sigh "please marry me...you're so handsome..."

I fall asleep again but am woken up in the middle of the night with Samuel sitting on me. I gasped and almost screamed till I saw who it was.

"Samuel???? Is that you???" I say

"Hello doll. How are you?~" he said while making eye contact

I felt different—my heart beat got faster. That's when he had started to call me a good boy, his accent was the hottest thing I've ever heard in this moment, he had started to rub himself on me—I didn't know how to feel. I let out a sigh of pleasure like a huge weight was taken from me, he had started to speed up and he grabbed my meat and started making me feel like I've never felt before...things had gone farther— and he had gotten on top of me and—yeah but after he had finished we cuddled and fell asleep.