Chapter 1

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I'm sure your wondering what happened after the whole "I love you Della" thing with Tanner Hoover. Well to sum it all up, we spent half the summer together and then noticed we didn't even love each other in the first place. So that didn't last very long, it was bound end...and it did. It was sad at first realizing how I really felt about him...all the trouble I got myself in just to be with him, what a waste. The start of 8th grade was weird. Seeing him in the hall, sitting by him in classes. You'd think after everything we'd been through we would end it in friendship, but that didn't happen. He turned all sour towards me, although he never talked to me I could see it: that look in his eyes almost as if he's saying "it's all your fault". But it's not, he made the first move, and I just so happened to make the last. Although it was hard it was good for me to get a feel on what a real relationship was like, so that ,maybe, I could have another one. I've had my eyes on a few boys-oh what the heck no I haven't. The only thing that I've been doing for the last several months is watching Tommy Innit on YouTube. Maybe it's a healing mechanism to get over Tanner or something. Although, there's not really much to get over anymore. I'm probably just going through one of my usual "gone boy crazy phases". First it was the Jonas brothers (although I'm not really over that one yet), then TOBIAS, and several other YouTubers and list just keeps going. Sometimes I have this feeling that the "someone" I'm looking for isn't in my grade, but who knows, maybe I'm just going crazy.

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