her

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i see you smile at her. your perfect white teeth gleam in her eyes. she smiles back, happiness prominent on her face. 

that should be me. 

why does she get to live my dream? i deserve to be sitting in that seat, doing what she is. i already go through enough at home, so why can't i have this one thing?

but that won't be me. 

because vinnie loves her, not me.

i could be exactly like her. fry my hair with bleach. apply an indescribable amount of eyeliner and mascara every morning. wear my most revealing clothes. just to be like her. 

but i still wouldn't be her. 

and at the end of the day, that's who he wants. so i should stop trying. stop thinking that in an ultimate fantasy world he will fall in love with me. but that is a fantasy. it will never happen. 

i want to be her, but that will never happen. 



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i know this is bad. do you guys want his pov? 

anyways, go check out my new book. please.

~bye

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