What was I thinking?

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While making dinner my mind kept getting distracted, what the hell is wrong with Ryan, I don't care about Darren, but Ryan never acts like that. I get he's cold looking but warm in the inside he's never been this warm before...

After breakfast~

I can't be bothered by others businesses so I'mma just leave them be. Instead I think I should be thinking about my situation, Oli still doesn't get it. He still doesn't realize his feelings, but that's ok, I'll have him feel it. I wash up and head to Oli's room, from there I didn't even knock, I just walked in. "Bruh, get ready. we are going out on a date" I know it's a bit too straight forward, but I need to have him before Kim does. I walk out not caring to hear what Oli was about to say. "meet me at the car in 5 minutes ok!" I grab the keys and head to the car. 

Oli POV

I have no idea where Reggie is gonna take me. I'm just happy he didn't notice me blushing when he asked me out. I only have 5 minutes to get dressed, 

(I'm gonna show you instead of writing it cause it's complicated. lol)

We went out and he took me to the mall

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We went out and he took me to the mall. Honestly I wasn't expecting it but we just went in to buy Boba then we went to a nearby café. Looking at Reggie, makes me feel hot inside. I can't help but smile and look down at my phone. Reggie doesn't notice anything but he seems to be happy and not bothered too much. I started to think that Reggie could be my missing half, he makes me happy, he makes me laugh. I guess that's what all the girls think. But aside from all that, his looks are charming, he's...HOT.

After awhile of taking and laughing and everything we always do, I decided to tell Reggie about my feelings

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After awhile of taking and laughing and everything we always do, I decided to tell Reggie about my feelings. "Reggie I need to tell you som-" "Hey! Oli, I get it." he knows. He knows about my feeling for him? "I guess I was to much, I get it. I'm sorry for tell you all of this shit. I should stop forcing you to like me, It's the best for the both of us. I'm sorry" what does he mean, he was having a good time with me, and he was smiling and laughing. What was that kiss for? why? wht the fuck, bro. I'm so confused. I love you Reggie can't you see that? I had a hard time trying to tell him my feels, it felt like everything was over for us, what was I thinking?

Reggie POV

I know that I love him, but I'm not sure if he likes me that way, back. I am always at my best when I'm around him, I always feel comfortable around him, but how can I have him to myself if I keep forcing him. It's probably best for us to just be friends. I never intended on forcing him, cause I don't want to hurt him. "I guess I was to much, I get it. I'm sorry for tell you all of this shit. I should stop forcing you to like me, It's the best for the both of us. I'm sorry" I look down on my cup, I could face Oli anymore, It's already hard saying this, "well...I-I-It's ok. W-we should go back to the car now, or else manager Ty gets angry for not coming home early" Oli gets up and walks to the car not even looking at me once. maybe he's not use to it. I don't get it. 

At home~

After arriving at home, Oli gets out of the car and heads straight into the house. Is he mad at me? I walk into the house and Justin is walking towards me, "hey come with me" he doesn't seem to be in a good mood, he takes me to the pool area and we sit on the benches. "so~ what is it?" Justin stares at me, looking confused and shocked at the same time. "Why is Darren is Ryan's room?" Darren is Ryan's room? what does he...oh I get it. "well, they have been acting really weird lately, to be more specific, Ryan is acting weird." Justin and I look at each other then at the house "I think Ryan is just starting to open up more" Justin says with a smile. Why is he smiling?   "well, looking at how he's opening up, I don't think that's the answer ok" Justin just shrugs at what I said.

We ended up sitting on the pool edge with our feet in the water, Kane comes and sits next to Justin and we just had a chat and bro time like every other time we're together. I wonder what Oli is doing?


Thank You for reading this twist. I know it's not what you'd expect, but I had to add it on somewhere in the book, also there will be at lead 3 or 4 twists to the story so watch out...or read out. lol. Hope you enjoyed this chapter. Stay safe and have a great holiday or break. Thank You for reading 

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