BTS||HIRED||- JINKOOK

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Jin woke up the next morning as he looked over and saw Jungkook sleeping. 

"So much for getting up earlier and cooking breakfast for me. Only happens in movies I guess.", he said, shaking his head. 

Jungkook let out small snore and turned a little. Jin giggled and shook his head, ruffling Jungkook's hair lightly. 

He got up and went over to the kitchen to get a glass of water, only wearing Jungkook's shirt as his phone rang. He pick his phone, smiling lightly when he saw Jimin's contact flashing up.

"Yes Chimchim, what is it?", he asking, cooing slightly. Jimin will always be his baby brother.

"Hyung, where are you? You didn't even come back. Is Mr.Jeon with you?", he heard a worried and slightly excited voice.

"Yeah, he is. Anything you want me to say to him?", he inquired, unable to suppress a smile. 

"Nothing, hyung. Just wanted to know. Also, hyung don't mess my chances with him, okay? You know how much it means to me. But I trust you, and I don't think you would do anything to mess up so no worries hehe", Jimin replied, laughing softly.

Oh god.

 What had I been doing.

"uh, why would I do anything, Chim? Don't get too worried about it. I got to go now, take care.", he said, shakily, reassuring Jimin.

"Oh, ok Hyung. I gotta go. University. And you know I wouldn't miss a chance seeing Mr. Kim, I mean, I wouldn't miss classes! Take care, Jinnie hyung."

Jin downed another glass of water.

He had to stop this. He had to put an end to this.

Whatever this is.

Jimin was too important too him and landing a job in Mr. Jeon's company was his dream for a very long time. He cannot mess this up. No. He has to go.

He almost dropped his glass when he felt two arms sliding onto his waist. Jungkook had snuggled his face into Jin's neck and was asking him why he was up so early.

When he heard no reply, he got anxious. "Seokjin, do you have anything to say to me? Come on, let's have breakfast, I'll order."

He heard Jin inhale sharply. He slowly and firmly removed Jungkook's hands off his waist and turned to look at him straight in the eyes.

"We have to stop whatever we're doing. I don't want to continue this. I don't want to. Considering my line of work, you sure as hell wouldn't want to associate much with me. We don't know each other well. But one thing you must know is I'm not going to be a plaything. Now, if you will excuse, I have work, Mr.Jeon." , he said, trying to sound more confident but unable to stop the shaking in his voice.

Mr.Jeon.

"Jin, what is going on? We can talk about this, You're right, I don't know you well, but what I do know is that you aren't like this. Come on, look at me, what's going on?", he asked, holding Jin, now getting realy worried.

"I don't know Mr. Jeon. We have to stop this before it becomes something else. something more serious. This, between us? This never happened, okay? I would appreciate it if you would co-operate with me on this matter.", he said looking at Jungkook, eyes brimming with tears threatening to flow out when he looked at Jungkook's expression.

A minute passed, and Jungkook nodded. He leaned down and kissed Jin. He did not resist, instead he threw his arms around Jungkook. Tears flowing while they kissed and kissed, unable to stop. Why did it hurt? Neither of them knew. They didn't know each other. They just met. Then why was it so painful? What is this strange feeling? Why does it pain? Why should it hurt? So many questions, and no answers. 

Jin broke the kiss, and Jungkook took a deep breath.

He didn't know the reason, But he respected Jin's boundaries and was sure he would tell him the reason soon. But why was it so hard? Jin felt different, he didn't understand. They hadn't done anything out of the ordinary, heck he had just met him but something about him, made Jungkook feel protective of Jin, to take care of him and to be with him. He couldn't explain this feeling, but it hurt real bad. He wasn't used to this feeling and he needed this pain to go.

He wiped the tears off Jin face and gently kissed him on his forehead, closing his eyes, trying desperately to look okay. "I don't know what this is all about, but please come back and talk to me when you're ready. I'm not going to push you for answers but just know I'll be there.", he said, in a poor attempt to keep his voice steady. 

Jin, unable to say anything, nodded his head, as he tried his absolute hardest not to cry in front of Jungkook, who he had known for such less time.

"I-I must go. May I please borrow something of yours to wear? I cannot go out in mine anymore.", he said shakily, slightly blushing.

Jungkook nodded, as he went in to get a spare change of clothes for Jin.

Jin held his stomach and patted it, hard, trying to make that feeling go. Is it really that wrong what they're doing? Should he put a stop it?", He wondered. No. He should stop this. He did not want to get hurt, nor did he want to hurt anybody else. He did not want to think how hurt Jimin could get if he ruins anything up being with Jungkook. Jimin. he did not want to hurt Jimin, No. Jimin shouldn't have any trouble. He has to stop this before he could mess anything up. That was the safest thing to do.

Being with him was not good anyways. He didn't want to get his heart broken either. It's not like Jungkook, Mr. Jeon, One of the most powerful and influential people was gonna fall for him, someone who was struggling to make ends meet for him and his brother and on top of that, a stripper. 

He laughed mirthlessly.

Jungkook came back, handing him the fresh clothes for him to change into and stood there, folding his arms, refusing to look at Jin.

Jin went in and came back soon, hurrying to go before changing he changed his mind. No. He's always ready to do anything for Jimin.

But this was the hardest.

He looked over at Jungkook, who was still not looking at him. 

"I'll see you.", he said, waiting for Jungkook to respond.

Jungkook turned and looked over at Jin.

He looked different, nothing like Jin had seen. He didn't look confident, he didn't look sassy and arrogant. He always looked so strong and now, now he seemed so fragile, like he might break any moment. He looked like he wanted to stop Jin but wouldn't.

Jin was grateful Jungkook didn't plead with because at that moment he might have forgotten everything and come back. But Jimin. 

"Do you-Do you want me to give you a ride home?", he asked, after taking a deep breath.

He managed to shake his head signaling no as he smiled and he turned away, walking to the door as every emotion he tried so hard to keep in came out. He almost lost his balance. 

He steadies himself and signed for a cab. Getting inside, he looks over Jungkook's home one last time, convincing himself that he made the right decision to stay away.

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THAT WAS SO WEIRD I'M SORRY

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WHY- IS HE SO- 😭😩