Million Men

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TW: rape-drugs-anxiety-blood-trauma












I had a dream before that I was with a friend and I was going to visit their family. It was a 6 hour drive so it was my first time far from home. We got there safely however I knew something was off with the family because they would let her out late at night and she wouldn't have a curfew.  One night while visiting I went with her and she took me to where she usually goes which turns out to be a party this was my first time at a party because my parents are strict. So I wasn't used to the drugs and the alcohol I guess but she pressured me to try some and I did. After that all I remember is being chained to a bed with my lower half covered in blood. I was still confused at what was going on and I passed out again but not before seeing her in the doorway watching me with no intention of helping.  Next ting I know I wake up to pain from my lowere half and I screamed that's when I found out why I was bloody and bleeding they were constantly raping me for hours all these men and she didn't help because it used to be her in the situation instead of me thats why she brought me with her. After the realization kicked in.







I woke up that dream traumatized me a lot and to this day I still struggle with being around men. I still don't know the meaning behind it yet and I don't think I want to.

 I still don't know the meaning behind it yet and I don't think I want to

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