My heart is yours

Part 2.

POV: Remus

I woke up this morning staring right into Sirius Blacks face. I turn around to the window and see that the spring sun is already coming up. I get up, put on some clothes and my robe, I grab my book and go downstairs. The fire is already burning, and I sit down next to it. I take a look at the clock, it's 6 am. School starts at 9 am today. I open my book and start reading.

At 7 am I hear footsteps coming down the boys bedroom. I look up and see Sirius walking down the stairs, when he sees me he grins. "You're up early, Moony!", he says, I look back at my book and say, "yeah well I couldn't sleep by the sound of your snoring into my ear..", I smirk and peek over the edge of my book, Sirius is blushing. "Well.. sorry about that", he says. He sits down in front of me, "what are you reading today?", he asks, I look up at him, "the book is called 'the sun also rises'.. why are you up this early, pads?", I put my finger in between the two pages and look at him.

"Up already?", James says at 8 am when he comes down the stairs. Sirius looks at him and says, "come on Prongs, let's go grab some breakfast! You coming with us, Moony?" "Nah I'm good.. you two go eat something..", I say, they get out of the room. Half an hour later I sit besides the fire with my best friend Lilly Evans. We became such good friends over the holiday. She is very pretty and nice, at the beginning she was hitting on me, but that stopped two years ago, luckily. I like her, I really do. I just couldn't be with someone like her. And she's fine with that. She's not into me anyways.

Lilly and I sit in class, I feel someone staring at me, but I don't know witch direction the stare comes from. I glance at Lilly and she turns around. She studies the whole room. When she turns back, a big smirk is covering her face. I raise my eyebrow. A few seconds later I have a paper in front of me, written by Lilly, 'Frank Longbottom' it says. I sigh, not the person I hoped it to be. But Lomgbottom is nice. But he's also not my type.

I sit at the dinner table and talk with Lilly. "Evans!", I hear James shouting across the hall. Lilly roles her eyes back so far, I'm afraid they're going to fall out in the table. It's actually funny because Lilly told me just this morning how hot James actually is. James sits down next to Lilly. "Eveans, go on a date with me!" "You know it's gonna take a lot more than that to go out with me..", Lilly says winking at me, "You and Eveans?", Sirius whispers into my ear. I flinch, "my god. Pads a warning please. Since when are you here?" "I sat down a few seconds ago, but you didn't answer my question! So yes or no?" "No.", I say quickly, he smirks and turns to his plate.

Lilly and I go back to the common room, "so why'd you turn down James?", I ask, "I thought you liked him?", she smiles "yes but that doesn't mean I'm not gonna tease him.. and I'm not even sure if I actually like him, or just want to like him.." "take your time!"

"I'm gonna go to bed now, goodnight Pads!", Prongs says while getting out of his chair, "goodnight Monny!", he is walking up the stairs. Everyone has gone to bed. There is just me, reading my book, and Sirius, which now stood up and comes over to me. "So, Moony", he begins I sigh, mark the side  and close my book, "yes Pads?" "How is it going with the girls?", I roll my eyes. They don't get it. It's always the same question. "Still no girl that wakes my interest.. and for you?", I ask, I actually don't want to know, I just ask to be polite, "well it's working as good as always, the girls love me and I love them.", he smirks.

"I'm going to bed" "wait,", he says, "I'm coming with you." He catches up on me and we go upstairs together. I put my book on the desk beside my bed, and get my pyjamas. When I change my shirt I catch Sirius staring at me. "Can I help you?", I ask to tease him,  "Are you okay, Moony?", he asks, his voice seems worried. "Yes why?", I look down at myself, "oh yeah these..", many huge scars cover my body. They come from my transformations. Without the other mauradors I had a very hard time being a werewolf. "It's fine", Sirius looks me in the face, "it doesn't look fine, Moony. Why didn't you contact us?" "It's fine Sirius. Just leave it okay." , he frowns but nods. I change and get into my bed. "Goodnight Moony", he whispers "goodnight Pads", I say while turning off the lights. He yawns. I look outside the window, the moon is nearly full I will turn soon. Will the boys still help me with it? They did last year.