I'm not really active here on Wattpad, and it's cause I can't write. I can't even draw. I don't have the motivation to, so I don't have any new things to offer, sorry guys. 😅
But I... Well last night, on my day off, I had a huge psychotic break, and decided that I needed to work on myself harder than ever. So I wrote up a plan with what I'm hoping are realistic numbers so I can move by my birthday. I know I wanna be in the city, my small town life isnt cutting it.
I just need to figure out where my family lives so I can get a place near them so if anything happens I can take care of it.
My mom's trying to convince me to look into being her roommate in Topeka and... Eeehhhhh I don't wanna be around her.
Anyway. I'm hoping that when I move, I'll be in a better headspace and I can come back with more writing. Better themes, and nicer thoughts about myself.
That is my biggest toxic trait about myself anyway. I can't see beauty in myself.
So my writing is also mean. I killed off a reader in a story.
I tortured a character by putting them through terrible things. And I think low-key the reason I'm so harsh is cause I feel I deserve those unspeakable things to happen to me.
Anyway.
I'm sorry guys. I'm gonna try getting better for myself and for my future.
Thank you guys.
Love,
Lisa.
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