the blue and red hues I saw through my window

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I'm finally away from degu and in seoul. Even though the reason in which I'm here isn't the most thrilling, I have to say. I'm beyond thrilled.

The journey was hell. Kids were screaming and throwing things, I had to help a poor girl with a man who was harassing her and almost got my face chomped off by him and Honestly the trip is not one I'm hoping to be making again any time soon. I haven't even found an apartment yet, but even being homeless is better than being a slave. But I won't be. I have to find an apartment today. I hope it's within my budget. Otherwise I may need to go home. And if I do I'm afraid eomma may not be living many more days if she keeps things up.

I pride myself on being calm and collected but there is always a voice In my head that starts talking when I get angry. Telling me to hurt the cause of my anger. Of course I have never acted on it. What type of person would I be if I did? But it did feel slightly different with eomma. She wouldn't stop. The longer it went on the harder it became to keep under control. I had to get away somehow. So I moved out. And now I'm here.

I exited the bus I took to seoul, the long, hard part is over now. Now I just need to get my luggage and get on a train. Easy, right? WRONG!
This stupid man dropped my suitcase, broke my laptop and ran off. "inconciderate prick" I whispered under my breath. Are people in seoul all like this? I sure as hell hope not or my mother won't be the only one I'm fearing for. I had no choice but to go to the nearest repair shop, so that's what I did. I thought the legit one may be too expensive and lucky me, there was a nock off repair shop just around the corner.

The man at the counter told me that it would be 200,000 won. Like is that a joke? So I asked if he could lower the price. A man came over from behind (who I'm assuming was his boss) and told me he could lower it to 180,000 won. He realy couldn't have gone any lower? But its not as if I had a choice so I gave my laptop to him, paid and made sure to instruct him to fix it up well. I don't want any regrets. How am I going to afford an apartment now? Ugh, so much for comfortable living. Just to make sure I wasn't getting scammed I went to the official shop. The man there said it was 200,000 again but it could be lowered to 150,000 won if I paid upfront with cash. When I tell you that was my villain origin story. Anyway, what's done is done. Now to find my way to a train station. On the way I found a lucky wheel that was being operated by three young looking women. And get this. They were offering a laptop to first place. So I tried my luck........ 7 times. And long story short,i ended up on a train with 7 keyrings and a plastic bag. But I guess jieun would like these. I sighed looking out of the train window. This is going to be a long day.

Authors note:I know this looks a lot like the series but I promise It will be quite different, just the same plot and characters if you know what I mean, hope you like it!!