well. i like him. well. i mean . i don't know how j feel about him anymore. i've liked him for 5 months. but he's intimidating and i don't know who he is? yk? i know who he used to be, i know who the image of him i have in my mind, but i don't know who he is. i was friends with gr 8 him, not gr 9 him. he makes me nervous, and i shake. i'm literally back to square one now. we made progresss!!!! but then he was like gone for a week and now i feel the same way i feel when i used to see him around in september and early october. anyways it's almost my bday so! yay!! <3
