Plexure 〰 tk

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' baby! You're again thinking about your past. I told you I'm sorry.

Jungkook looked up just to recognize, his Hyung hobi aka
Jung hoseok. A tray in his hands some meds, banana milk, and water.

The brown hair male shortly kept the tray on a table which was beside the mattress which jungkook is laying. The doe-eyes following his every move. The brown hair guy moving closer to him standing beside him on the side of the bed.

"What is my baby thinking, umh?
Did he have a good sleep?" The brown hair male's hand is on the doe-eyed cheek. Creasing it with the pad of his thumb. Drawing unidentified patterns which brought comfort to the bunny teethed. His eyes are on the doe boy, watching the way his eyes lowering down meaning he isn't going to speak. A sigh was heard around the room which was  covered with all cute pregnancy kinds of stuff, pastel grey and white walls, hangings of stars, moon. A cloud created with cotton which would glow purple at nights stuck right above his crown.

" hear me out baby, it's okay, your okay, I'm sorry okay hyungs sorr-"

" Why are you sorry hyung tell me why are you fucking  sorry when you did nothing but gave me all the love when you didn't even know me. Tell me for how many months?!, 8months hyung!!!. You did all that you can so stop telling sorry when it not your fault" He poured out, his eyes full of tears of bitter one, where now on the brown hair, getting annoyed by his hyung for telling sorry for nothing but just beacuse he is crying. His hands holding on his hyung's wrist which was on his cheek easing him.

" I'm done with all of this shit hyung all of them. Having these memories which don't fucking fade away!!, feeling disgusting run over my bones every fucking time, having these anxiety attacks every hour of the day, having all of these emotions attack all at a time. Tell me hyung did I deserve it, No! I fucking don't deserve them none of them. Then why all of this. Why only me!!." The doe-eyed boy spat all off them. His eyes the reddish color, his nose having a red color pointed on the curves of this nose, sobs coming out of his mouth. He did remember all the memories of the graduation the fear, hurt, anger, every one of them he felt at that time.

"Baby No-" but he got cut again

" Why did he leave me Hyung?! Why!!. He told me I was just a toy to him hyung!. A fucking toy!!. Were all the soft kisses he gave me on the cheeks, forehead, tip of my nose which gave me warmth were fake. The little 'love you' whispers when I would be half-sleep. Him whining for 'no cuddle tonight', those stars he had in his eyes whenever he laid his eyes on me, observing me as if I was his universe, those pillow fights, date nights, we're all of them a fucking lie!?. Or was it me a dumb fuck who didn't even recognize it. And you know what, it was not only him who hurt me even my fucking parents gave me a label of being an orphan when they are alive roaming around as if they never did this work to me. Every one of the persons I meet every fucking of them hurt me in all the ways they can " the said boy was full of mess, the tears never stopped leaking down, his chest moving up and down. His hyung was speechless as the boy had never opened up to him he just knew that he was used by this ex-boyfriend. He was curious about the parent thing but he had a lot things to do than to be curious,So he held it .