forgotten love -Nicholas Chavez

37.

Everything I do, I'm gonna think of you
Don't know what else to do
You got me, you got me, baby
Everything I make, I only make for you
Baby, be patient for me
And please don't fall in love with someone new
I promise, one day I'll come back for you

Robin.

"You're due any minute now. I'd say next week or so."

"So I'm going to have an August to beginning of September Virgo." I say as I pull my pink dress down.

"Yes ma'am! What's your sign?" My doctor asks me.

"November 14th, I'm a Scorpio." I respond.

"Well you two will just be best friends." She says.

"I hope so, I could use a few friends." I say.

I'm at my 9th month of my third trimester of pregnancy. It's been a rollercoaster, but a good part about this is that my sister and I are best friends again. Ryan has gone MIA or dead and my mom has allowed me to move in with her until I can save up and find my own place. I've been trying to get back into art slowly getting back to my skills. There has been many nights where I'm being hard on myself and freaking out of frustration because of my crappy memory. I just want everything to be normal again, but Ryan fucked it all up when he gave me a expired prescription that I didn't need anymore. I really hope he's dead I never want to see him again. My sister, Rylie, finally explained everything he's done to our family and another guy named Nicholas. He sounds familiar Rylie says I used to date him. I still get bad effects were I'll forget, but with the help of my small family I'm picking up pieces were I left off. I haven't had any frequent nose bleeds anymore and I don't pass out. Ryan was the actual problem. I fear him and myself. There was never a set say of where he exactly was. I don't think he is far too, so I've been staying inside.

I leave the hospital and drive back to my moms place seeing my sisters car in the driveway. I smile a bit and go inside holding my belly as I locked the car door.
I open the door and see my mom, my Rylie and her boyfriend Jeremiah. They see me and greet me.

"So what did the doctor say?" My mom asks.

"I'm due in about two weeks supposedly. A leo baby." I say as I kick my shoes off and sit on the sofa chair.

"That's exciting!" Rylie says.

"But I've been thinking...what if I give her up for adoption." I blurt out and my sisters smile drops instantly.

She takes a deep breath and I see her let out the anger she was about to lash out on me. "It is your decision and I support it. I understand because of...him that you'd want to get rid of it." She says.

"Honestly expected you to scream at me." I say.

"You're my little sister and right now you're going through a lot. My best friends younger brother made me realize that. All I can do is be there for you and I will." She says and I get up walking over towards her.

I get emotional and hug her tightly, "Ry, thank you." I say.

"I love you sis." She tells me as she strokes my hair. "Now, we've been invited to a wedding party in like three hours so I need y'all to be ready."

"Who's getting married?" I asked as I watch her pull out a fresh batch of cookies.

"Um, do you remember Nicholas? Nicholas Chavez." She says.

"Oh...he is?" I say sounding disappointed even though I don't know why I was feeling disappointed.

"Yeah, so start getting ready!" She says excitedly as she claps her hands.