YCGMA oneshot.

Jubilee Line [TW]

"Nothern and Waterloo and City Lines, And National Rail Services."
...

"This train terminates at Stanmore."

Sigh. This negative-ass journal again.

I've been in the train frequently to know more about the situations that has been happening in the past few.. days? Weeks? Not sure. I've been busy with the recent tragic accidents. Or maybe they're not accidents. Can't really tell with how lost I am right now.

I inhale and exhale.

Anyway, the train has been quiet. Haven't experienced any suicide situations. Probably soon since many people has lost their fucking minds.
I'm starting too lose MY own mind too. Whenever I wait for the train to arrive, I always try to focus on writing down what has happened, but, Since a lot of things has happened here in London, I can't focus yet am starting to get... I dunno.. affected? Whatever.

I've been seeing people with their children at the subway. The children always ask, " Mummy/Daddy, what are the barriers for?" And I hoped the parent/parents would not explain,, but majority do. It probably can traumatize the child/children if they explain with a lot of detail. I'm not a sympathy type but that's just kinda fucked up, but eh, at least the children will know what to expect down here at the subway.

"The train will arrive at ____ in a few minutes."

I'm starting to think I have this condition called asthma. Not sure if it's severe or what shit but I'm still very concerned. I also had slight panic attacks and anxiety attacks when I even just get a small glance at the clinic. Turns out I'm a hypocondriac. It sucks. Really. It's basically an anxiety disorder where you get extremely anxious when you get a sickness. Like for normal people, if they have a flu, they're just gonna stay in their bed and rest or some shit like that. But for hypocondriacs, if I just get a flu, I can just easily overthink stuff like "Oh I'm gonna die since I got a flu" or "Am I gonna die?" Or "I don't feel like I'm alive right now I think the flu is killing me" etc.  It's shitty.

Well speaking of asthma, I'm working on an album but I'm not sure what to call it. I might as well call it Your City Gave Me Asthma since the first song of the album, Jubilee Line is about London, and London gave tons of people Asthma. The album is like a venting album where I vent my thoughts about the recent situations in my life. I have successfully finished the lyrics so I think I'll just write them down here so that I can remember them.

Here we go I guess?

I grab my pen.

Jubilee Line Lyrics.
Wasting your time.
Your wasting mine.
I hate to see you leaving.
A fate worse than dying.
Your city gave me Asthma.
So that's why I'm fucking leaving.
Your water gave me cancer.
And the pavement hurt my feelings.
Shout and the wall.
Cause the walls don't fucking love you.
Shout at the wall.
Cause the walls don't fucking love you
[Strong and loud guitar solo]
There's a reason.
Why London puts barriers on the tube line.
There's a reason.
Why London puts barriers on the rails.
There's a reason.
Why London puts barriers on the tube line.
There's a reason.
Why Londom puts barriers on the rails.
There's a reason.
Why London puts barriers on the tube line.
There's a reason.
They..
Fail.
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I guess that's it for today. Since I exited the train I'll continue writing about Jubilee Line tomorrow. Quite tired and sick of the air pollution in the subway right now.

-Wilbur Soot
x/xx/xxxx
--------------End of chapter 1, Jubilee Line-------------

>I hope you liked this part! It's quite interesting to research about the song Jubilee Line and writing about it ngl heh. Hopefully I wasn't misinformed or anything. If anything in the story feels wrong or odd, feel free to tell in comments or anything. This is me heading out o/

Word count: 666 words o.o
-Wilby (creator)