Nobody makes me feel this way (CaKe)

So Close

Kenall's POV

"Where are you going"? I called after her.

        "Nowhere, I thought you were sleeping so I left", she replied turning around and walking towards me.

"No I'm here", I smiled. As she came closer I could tell that she was a bit drunk. She smelled like beer, had bags under her eyes, and her eyes were super watery and unfocused. 

"So what are you doing here, shouldn't you be out partying?" I asked.

        "Haha funny story actually", Cara says and almost trips over her own feet. I quickly react and catch her grabbing her arm and then helping her up by her waist. When I picked her up our foreheads bumped a little bit but not hard.

"Oops are you okay?" Cara asks our heads literally 1 inch apart that's how close we were. My heart started beating faster and faster and I felt those butterflys in my stomach again.

        "Yeah...I'm fine", I say so quitly that I think she didn't hear me, our faces still an inch apart. Just then I hear footsteps and I quickly pull away and look over. It was one of my body cards Karlson. 

        "It's okay Karlson, it's just Cara my friend." I let him know. 

"He just nods his head and turns again to walk the other way, clearly unwanted at the moment. I turn back around to Cara and grab her arm to steady her, "So where were we?" I ask and I lead her into my suite. As we walk in I let it sink in that if Karlson hadn't came I probably would have kissed Cara. I mean we were so close and she wasn't pulling back. Damn. So close. 

Cara's POV.

Kendall literally thinks that I am drunk out of my mind right now. Of course I may have a had a couple drinks but not enough to the point that I am full out drunk,I can still think straight for the most part and I can still walk. It's just that I may have tripped over my own feet. So embarressing, but at least she thinks that I am drunk, I think. But we cannot ignore the fact that we almost kissed. Yes me and Kendall Jenner were seconds away from kissing, but her stupid body guard Karlson had to show up. We were so close!! I scold myself for not just making the move and kissing her, but she leads me into her suite by my arm. She lays me on to the bed and sits next to me. 

Kendall's POV. 

        "I'm going to go put on a shirt", I say getting up. 

"No, no need", I hear Cara say. We both start laughing because we remember the first time we officially met, in my bra. So I just stay and sit back down next to her. She crawls closer to me and rests her head on my lap. I ran my hands through her hair playing with the blond tresses. 

        "So Cara, it's 3 in the morning what are you really doing here", I ask looking down at her face. 

"Well some guy at the club wanted to hook up and he said that he was staying here, I wasn't actaully going to hook up with him but when I heard him say he was staying here, I knew you were too and I wanted to come see you". She replies with her perfect british accent. 

        "Awhhhh Cara, and did you just ditch this man?" I question.

"Oh please he wasn't anything special", Cara drunkenly spat. After she said that I just sat there admiring her in my lap. Cara noticed, "What"? She asked. 

        "Oh nothing, your just so beatiful drunk,,,,or not", I hear myself saying without even thinking about it. Cara doesn't say anything, her lips curl into a huge smile from my compliment. She reaches up and grasps my hand that was playing with her hair and she brings it down to her chest so that she could hold my hand. 

"You know I'm really gonna miss you when I go back to the UK." Cara solemly says, while still holding my hand tracing little circles with her thumb. 

        "Car-" I was cut off from my phone ringing. "Hold on a second", I say, releasing my hand from her grasp and reaching for my phone, but she was still in my lap. I get my phone and check who is calling. I don't believe it. Harry Styles manages to ruin everything while I am with Cara. FUCK. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. It's literally 3 in the morning why would he be calling me. 

"Who is it love"? Cara asks. 

        "Uh, Harry", I quitely say. 

"Well are you going to answer it or not". I pick up and I immediatly regret it. All I hear is Harry playing his guitar and singing a song. "Kendalllllll, I misss you sooo much, theeeee wayyyy that you looookkk innnnnn a tight red dresssss, Kendalllllll-

        "Harry!" I yell into the phone. 

"Yes love?" I face palm myself..don't call me love, only Cara can do that I think to myslelf. "I'm sorry I just can't do this right now Harry, I'll call you later." And just like that I hung up.

        "What was that about?" Cara asks. 

"I don't know Cara....I really don't anymore". I sadly say.

        "Tell me about it", she says. 

"There's nothing too it, I don't want to date him." 

        "Damn girl", Cara laughs. I can't help myself but laugh well because it's Cara and she's funny as hell. We are both now sitting and our thighs are touching. Cara turns and looks at me, and I look back. Now we are both just staring into eachothers eyes on the bed. 

       "Can I just put something out there?" She finally says. 

"Of course" I let her know.

        "Tell me......." She says. 

"Tell you what", I ask raising an eyebrow.

        Before she talks she grabs both of my hands on my lap and holds them. "Tell me that your feeling what I'm feeling Kendall." She blurts out. My heart immeidatly drops. Oh shit. Did she really just say that?! I shake my head back and forth looking for words to say but nothing comes out. 

Cara hoplessly waits for me to say something but I can't. After a minute of waiting she lets go of my hands. " You know what I'm sorry, I'm going to go", Cara says quickly standing up. I'm so speechless that I begin to cry. I feel a tear run down my cheek, as I silently cry. She rapidly walks out the door and I have to make a move quick becauause I already ruined this whole situation enough. 

        "Cara come back!!" I yell after her. 

She turns around with a serious face and says, "Why Kendall." 

        "Because Cara I do feel whatever your feeling. Actually I feel what ever your feeling times 100. Cara you have no idea, I have never felt this way about anyone. Whenever I see you my heart skips a beat, I light up, and a million butterflys are released in my stomach. When I first met you at that shoot, I knew right there and then that you were different, in a good way of course. Cara you are the most gorgouse, breath-taking, stunning woman in the entire world. Beautiful is an understatment for you. I know we have only known eachother for about a week, but Cara I can't find one thing that I don't love about you. But I just don't know.....am I gay?" I cry out weeping even harder now. 

"Shhhhh Kenny please stop crying", Cara says while walking back to me and pulling me into her arms. She puts an arm around my waist and her other and on the back of my head soothing me.

"Kenny that was the most beautiful thing anyone has ever said to me, like ever." Cara says I think that she is crying also now. I sniffle and wipe my face from my tears still hugging Cara.

"Kenny I'm not asking you to choose if your gay or not", It's just-.  I stop Cara mid sentence by doing something I should have done a long long time ago. I pressed my lips against hers wrapping my arms around her back.