"Have you even done anything like this?" He asked referring to the bondage book.
"No." I whispered.
"Alright" he smirked, "I'll. Show. You"
I swallowed hard, my heart pounded against my rib cage, my chest suddenly feeling tight.
He stuck his finger...
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Scorpius woke me up early in the morning, I groaned as he tried to wake me.
"I'm tired." I mumbled.
"Baby." He whispered, kissing my cheek lightly.
"What?" I asked keeping my eyes closed.
"I know I've been terrible lately. I've been a dick, there's no excuse for my actions but I am sorry." Scorpius said, I opened one eye looking at him cautiously.
Why is he apologizing now? Change of heart?
No he probably just wants to sleep with me..
"I've been up all night, thinking about how I've treated you. I've treated you like someone I want one thing from- sex. And that's not right, I haven't been myself in a while. You know that more than anyone. I just wanted to let you know I am truly sorry for the way I've acted." Scorpius said, The more I woke up the more I felt his arm around my waist.
"Thank you, I appreciate your apology. Now let me sleep." I whined.
Scorpius smiled- the most genuine smile I've seen from him in a while.
He leaned in and kissed my lips, a small peck. Telling me he didn't want more right now/ he didn't need more right now.
"I love you." Scorpius said and rested his head on my chest.
I ran my fingers through his soft hair, "I love you too." I whispered.
I fell back asleep with scorpius by my side, I felt good. We haven't had that good of a conversation in a long time.
If this is how the whole summer is I see myself falling back in love with the boy I've loved for so long. I just haven't been in love with him in a while.
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A few hours later Scorpius and I were in the shower together. He ran his fingers through my hair, rubbing in my shampoo.
I gasped when his fingers touched my back, they slowly started moving down, lower and lower.
I turned around and grabbed both of his hands.
"No," I said, "you apologized, I appreciate that but I need to know you love me and not just for my body." I told scorpius, I swallowed back all my fear, every ounce of my body telling me not to be this vulnerable. He could turn me down, tell me he only loves me for my body, throw me out of his house, make me go back to my shitty lifestyle and home.
"Show me that you love me." I said again.
"I do love you." Scorpius said, his hands now cupping my cheeks.
"Show me, be the man I love. The one who brought me on dates, told me how beautiful I was everyday. The one who loved my paintings, even if you were just lying to me." I laughed during that last part.
