love & hate

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first time
I've never felt like that.
When I saw him the first time I couldn't keep my eyes off him.
I fell in love and couldn't resist.
I loved him with my whole heart.

beautiful
He really was the perfection of a man.
Kind, welcoming and loyal.
He was everything a person could wish for.
The perfect lover.
I loved him with my whole heart.

addict
I couldn't be without him.
I missed him at the night in bed.
I missed him after we kissed our goodbyes.
I missed him with my whole heart everytime I wasn't with him.

overdose
I didn't want to be without him.
I wanted to be with him all the time.
I couldn't be without him.
So I made him mine.
I loved him with my whole heart.

fool
I loved him.
I've always loved him.
He was my everything.
Then I hated him.
I couldn't stand being with him.
I hated him with my whole heart.

fury
I hated him when he said goodbye.
I hated him for everything he did.
I didn't know what to do when he left me.
I felt lost.
I hated him with my whole heart.

regret
I had to get rid of him.
He ruined my life.
He ruined everything.
I couldn't live in a world with him.
He shouldn't be here anymore.
I hated him with my whole heart.

loss
There he was.
Laying Infront of me.
Beautiful as always.
A strange look on his face.
I kissed him my last goodbye.
I hated him with my whole heart.

relief
I've never really loved him.
I've always hated him.
I just wanted to be with him.
All the time.
Until the end.

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