Rejected mate - jeon jungkook

part twelve.

jungkook pov::

ever since y/n left, I've been feeling very empty and cold. my parents were right about how everything will change and how different I will feel once she is away from me, it sucks. I hated how she affected me, I don't even like being around wendy anymore, I feel guilty when I'm around wendy. maybe it's because I know that y/n will feel pain when I'm around wendy, I felt so wrong for some reason. Adolphus still sort of hates me but I've gotten used to it. and y/n seems so happy with what she is doing now, I can sense how happy she gets when she does something she likes.

I wanna meet her. I know that it is probably the last thing she wants is to see me in front of her face but I just can't bear being away from her, it's only been 3-4 months and I just feel hurt. it's like a deep wound inside my chest, I know she is out there, living her life, meeting new people, joking around, moving on, while guilt eats me alive. I'm happy for her, but I hate who I am when I'm away from her, I feel so incomplete and its terrible, unbearable and just overall a very sucky feeling.

you know what, fuck it. I'm going to meet y/n today. I don't know where she lives but asking people won't harm you know. today's task, meet y/n and clear everything out with her. " kookiee where are you going ?" wendy asked, clinging her almost bare body onto mine. " I have some work to do within the pack." I lied, if she finds out that I'm going to meet y/n shell lose her shit. I rejected y/n for wendy, now I just want wendy away from my sight for once and for all.

this is actual karma.

third-person pov::

you sighed looking around " how the hell am I gonna rebuild this house " the house was pretty big, and not to mention the whole building idea was very expensive. the equipment, the helpers, it was all very costly. " how did my parents and great grandparents build this empire " you weren't willing on giving up, it was one of the only ways you can honor your parents for everything that they have had done. but let's not lie, you needed financial support.

creating a pack from nothing wasn't easy at all. It is tiring, time-consuming, and expensive. not to mention that your aunt wasn't supportive about it. she knew that you were doing your best, especially when it came to the financial part, you were overworking yourself. you picked up multiple jobs so you can afford all the expanses of rebuilding the starry sky pack's main home. you were working so hard with the possibility of nothing happening, that made your aunt mad.

" y/n please quit overworking yourself, you know that what you are aiming for may never happen, why are you doing this to yourself " she yelled, " auntie, I've been wanting to do this ever since I was 11 and you know that vet well, why can't you just let me be ?" you argued back, " because the chance of what you want happening is non-existent y/n, please just stop, you can do something else in a way of honor, please cut it off " this was the new ordinary. you understood where she was coming from but you never knew why she couldn't understand you.

you have been wanting to do this ever since you were a kid, and the fact that the person who killed your parents is still out there, made you want to do it even more and more. you would never forget how you got pulled away from your mother's arms, how she was brutally killed, and how that the murderer was still out there. that just simply made your blood boil.

" y/n, you have a bright future ahead of you, why are you wasting it like that please, you are ruining your life like that " your aunt yelled, " auntie " you tried calling her and calming her down, " you need to stop at this instance or else I won't forgive you until I die " she sobbed. " aunt Lilian " you sighed, " you know how much I love you and you know how much I've been wanting to do this. "

"y/n you can't come and convince me that something great will come out of this, you cant come up to me and tell me that your future is gonna be great because of what you are doing now are you? " she softly asked, wiping her tears with a sniffle. " your parents lives were taken away because of it, you'll put yourself and everyone around you in great danger my love " she sighed with a sniffle.

you remained silent.

" please stop this y/n " she looked at you with sorrowful eyes before walking into her room and closing the door beehind her.