Chapter One.

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Hiya my lovelies!! This is another fab story by me!! The title sounds sad but you will never know how it turns out!! Kay, love you!!

Xoxo Chloe<3

The doctors words won't stop replaying in my mind. "You probably won't live to see Christmas." My mom and dad have been non-stop crying. I feel as if life is completelyt over for me. It's useless. Well first let me tell you a little about myself. My name is Mia Brooks. I am 18yrs old. I have auburn hair that goes to under my shoulders. My eyes are green. And my best-friends name is Kate. I love my family. And I'm 100% single.

I have learned to hate the hospital. All it brings is sorrow and pain. I remember when my life was perfect. No problems or accidents. When I didn't have to worry. Sure I have help along the way, but all it does is make me think more about what's going on. It all started with me cutting myself, then other harm, then this? I don't understand how it all lines up.

People used to call me "ugly" "fat" "worthless". Then everything got worse. I texted my friend I wanted to kill myself. I deleted those comments, afraid of myself. She didn't. Her mom checked her phone and found those comments very disturbing. She texted my mom those comments. My mom put me through "help" and took everything away from me that I cared about. She thought she was making it better. All she did was make it worse.

After I got my first boyfriend, my friend Julie, left my side, she thought girls who had boyfriends that young were kinda slutty and stuff. I broke up with him partly for her and partly for me. Nothing was the same.

No matter how hard I try, nothing will make me feel better. I've gone through major depression. School was the only place I felt happy, my friends were there for me. Laughing, friends and music were my only get-aways. One Direction makes me happy. Liam is my favorite. And I think HAYLOR was STUPID [no offense] I started homeschooling in 7th grade. See what I mean? My mom thought public school was too "overwhelming" for me. See? She took friends. That one thing that made me happy. Joey, Madeline, Carmen, Silvia, Kylie, All my friends were taken from me. Except Kate, she is all I have left. I swear no boys miss me. If anybody liked me, they sure didn't show it! I had one of those never-gonna-happen crushes. His name was Zach. I liked him for around 9yrs. He never will like me. Ever.

Hope you like the chapter!! Sorry if its sad! Uhm, MOST of these events are based on my own experiences. Please vote, comment, and fan!!

Xoxo Chloe<3

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