oneshots

ew gross a love poem

this was supposed to be a poem [i suck at those but it would fit this issue] but it ended up as rambles. i still felt like posting this though, so try to enjoy :)

as the days go on and the time ticks away,
i beg the question to myself:
do i love him?
and though i am not quite sure, i am certain i am falling, and i am certain that it hurts

deep, green, grey, and black hues swirl through my stomach,
our colors matching yet somehow different
we came together and now the whirlpool in my guts continually gains speed,
until one day when the whirlpool will become that of a hurricane
and the hurricane will travel through my mouth and say the words
but this boulder between us makes it difficult

the whirlpool is building inside of me.
my words want to spill out from my mean brain and come out as the kindest thing you'll ever hear
i want to tell you so bad,
but it's too soon.

our colors are mixing faster than i'd like
and though im trying discreetly to tell you,
i hoping that you are also too ignorant,
for i fear what you might think

i dont want you to hurt
i dont want you to think im lying
and i most certainly dont want you to be afraid

and this rock, this boulder,
the one that's between us,
i hope it gets crushed.
you are the sun, and i am the moon
we are parted too far, yet so close
and i need you more than anything

but as the boulder only grows,
and the vast space between us increases,
i have learned what i must
and that is

i love you.