Ms. Romanoff

CHAPTER 3

Y/N

I didn't come home to my house instead I just go to my bes friend house to stay in there cause Ms. Romanoff will definitely show up in my house considering she was calling me earlier so it's best if I go to a place she don't know where I could be

I just stand outside of my friend's door waiting for her to open the door

"Y/N? You're here.......and why are you with these bags?" She said shocked that I was here with my things

"Did you got fired at your work? And why you got here first, I can tell since you have luggage!" And she help me to take my things inside her house but of course I'm slower cause I'm still sore because of the last activity that me and Ms. Romaoff did

"Now speak up, what happened and don't think I didn't notice you were limping!" She asked when one of my bag got inside and we got settled in her couch

"I quit, I didn't got fired, I quit because-" I cut myself off and bite my lips while fiddling my hand with the the edge of the cushion of the couch

"Because what?" She take my hand and hold it firmly but gently giving me a silent message that it's ok to tell her, so I sigh and slum my back to the couch

"Me and Ms. Romanoff do the........ You know!" I whisper but I know she heard me

"You know what?" I gulp and look at her eyes seriously

"Seggs!" I whisper and bite my lips then she look shocked

"Wa-wait, sorry what?" She asked in a calm but shocked voice

"You and your boss got sex and because of that you quit?" I nod to clear it

"I need details!" I sigh and sit properly, putting the cushion in my lap

"Well, she bought a new uniform for me and few weeks ago, I try it in her room, infront of her then well, that time we will gonna segg but thankfully her phone ring and if her didn't ring, she might take me that time but after that happened few weeks ago it was normal except her staring and her calling me pet names more often until earlier we do it twice in the living room and in their bed, after that I quit!" I say looking down of embarrassment and she give me a side hug

"It's ok, but why you quit, I mean I'm totally sure that she wants it cause she doesn't just fuck her employee if she didn't have a feelings for them right?" I just sigh and relax in her embrace

"She have a husband for god sake, I don't want to be a mistress and her fuck toy and you know that fucking well, I never wish to be one and I don't want to be like my Mom plus, I'm out of her league!" I mumbled the last sentence but she still heerd it and just comfort me, she was rubbing my arms up and down and kiss my head

"I understand and I know pretty well about that, but in any case do you know who's her husband?" I hug her and close my eyes and she just draw small circles in my back

"I don't know, I've never seen her husband before and she said that they didn't love each other!" I say and she nod resting her chin on my head

"Well in that case, if she truly wants you she can divorce her husband as you said they didn't love each other!" I sigh

"Even if, I still hook up with a married woman!" She nod understanding where I was coming from

"But you need to face and talk to her, you can't hide from her forever, plus if you talk and sort this out, all in you both past will be clear things up!" I just nod at her and just shut up and she just comfort me

"I feel dirty!" I whisper and she hug me tightly

"Don't be, you're not dirty ok, I know what happened was wrong but after that you do the right thing!...." She just keep consoling me and I just listen to her

We just stay in that position in a comfortable silent until after a few hours my phone start to ring again in the coffee table

I sit up and look at my phone it was a unknown number, so I look at Kate with an unsure look and she nod for me to answer it

I sigh and grab my phone and look at it. one last look to Kate giving me a reassuring look and I answer the call

*Unknown*

Hello?

Hello, is this Y/N Y/L/N?

Yes this is her, who is this?

I have a proposal to you, it's
about Ms. Romanoff

I frown and look at the number again, but I put the phone in my ear again and continue to talk to this anonymous person

-
NATASHA

I just pull up to her house and I can clearly see that no one's here, the aura of the house, it's too calm and the silenceness even the little bug will be shy to make a noise

But I still go to her door and knock wishing that my prediction is wrong, I was rocking myself back and fort by my foot looking down in the floor waiting

I keep knocking on her door but no one's moving inside and no noises inside, I sigh and retreat in my car hopping in

"Where are you?" I whisper to myself while running my hands in my hair and open my phone to phone her

I just keep phoning her countless times but she didn't answer and I punch the steering wheel many times that makes a deep sound

I sigh and slum myself in my seat stress that I can't reach out for her and I don't have any clue where she is nor if she's ok

"Y/N where are you?........ Just give me one sign if you're ok or where are you, I-.........I just want to know you're ok!" I whisper to myself in the verge of tears

I just can't explain what I feel, I feel stupid, idiot, hurt and I mostly feel that my life, half of my heart, my happiness and my world taken away from me and I can't have it back

I open my phone again and text her, I change her name in my contacts few months ago, were the time she starts to work for me

*Мое солнце❤* (My sunshine)

Y/N please, answer my calls

I just want to talk, please

Just tell me if you're ok

Please where are you, I just want
to know how are you and if you're
ok and I want to talk to you make
everythings clear between us and
about me being married

Please text me when you see this

I put my phone down and go to the compound not wanting to see my husband- I mean Walker since I'm gonna divorce him anytime soon

I just need air, to think everything and to relax for everything and compound is one of the best one to go to, even if they are annoying it's good to have them in this kind of times

All the noises, the laughing, making stupid jokes, Tony still hitting me playfully and Pepper didn't take it seriously cause she knows that Tony just playing and I will never let Tony to get too far, Wanda's cooking skills, their funny, stupid or sometimes fact remarks and everything

It's all worth it to relax and just have a peaceful life, I mean no works, no problems and everything just fun and enjoying life, that's what I needed now

~