Assist My Heart

Twelve

As the sky was getting darker, Jinyoung and I went to the kitchen to prepare the dinner, of course. He didn't really need my help that much so I only watched him by side as I've done my part.

"Are you still being cold with Jaebum?" Jinyoung suddenly asked while his hands moved, cutting and stirring.

I was a little bit surprised with the question. My thinking but also dumb brain became delayed a while. "It's hard to decide my words when this question got brought up,"

I could not think properly because things between us grew colder as we grew up. Plus, we kept avoiding each other since that day.

Jinyoung took a spoon, spooning some of the dish and fed me. My eyes went really wide, I mean, "Wow! It's deliciouso!" I cupped my mouth then I heard some of the boys being so noisy at the backyard, maybe playing basketball.

"Yo! Come here girl, play with us! Let's see if you ace with the heights," Yugyeom giggled and threw the ball at me which I caught smoothly.

"Easy..." I said, mocking how Bambam and Yugyeom would always say when they got challenge by anyone.

I jumped and threw the ball straight into the basket. Boom! I scored one but then Bambam dabbed as if he's the one who scored it. I bounced the ball and handed it over to Yugyeom as Jaebum suddenly called my name, "Let's talk, privately?" I looked at Bambam and Yugyeom who froze at the moment then Yugyeom handed it to me before they went inside.

"What do you want to talk bout Bum?"

He sighed then I threw the ball to him, he caught and held it. "Are you still mad at me? It's been 10 and above years already, you're really cold with me, don't you?" He then threw the ball to me, it seemed like we're playing pass the ball, just like how kindergarten kids play as a sport.

"I don't know,"

Okay lemme talk to you.

This happened backkkk then when we're 5 to 10, I think? Youngjae oppa or even Minho oppa don't know about this, I guessed so since they look really cool with Jaebum. Jaebum and I were really close since we're 5, he didn't really care about people mocking him for befriending with girls, especially me. Once we entered elementary school, he became friends with naughty kids and left Youngjae just like that. He said that he's embarassed of me. He even bullied me when Youngjae's not around but of course not harshly like hitting but pulling my hair and spilling my foods on the ground or eat them leaving nothing for me. It's not really a big deal for me as I grew up. He's not with those kids anymore. Ah! I remember now. He also ate Youngjae's foods and broke his PS2. I can't really remember what he did to oppa. But I guess that's all he did.

I threw the ball again and spaced out which made my body turned to the side then I turned to the front, facing him quickly. Thump! The ball landed on my nose.

"Gosh! I'm sorry!" Jaebum quickly ran to me, checking my face as he held my chin up. "OH MAI GOD! YOU'RE BLEEDING!" Jinyoung shouted from the door.

Luckily Jackson, Mark and Youngjae were upstairs in the gaming room. Jinyoung ran to me but instead of checking on me, he pushed Jaebum but not hardly until he fell, no. "Yah! What did you do?!" He continued nagging to Jaebum, mentioning the past and slapped his chest.

I felt like spinning, Jinyoung pulled me inside, to find first aid kit. Oh by the way, this guy is a dentist. "Does your mouth bleeding too?" He asked looking at my lips, the three guys upstairs were walking down so they watched our scene-finding the first aid kit.

"Jackson Wang Jia Er, Wang Ka Yee! Where the heck do you put-"

I ran to the sink and spitted out the blood because I couldn't hold it anymore inside my mouth. "Yah! What's wrong with my lil sister?" Youngjae ran down quickly and grabbed my face. He looked surprise and glared at Bambam and Yugyeom who were standing awkwardly at the kitchen counter. Jaebum came, rubbing his nape.