Lockdown Love

Her diary 02

Hii Guys!!!

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                   Neil, Ali and DD start to read her diary. They read her sorrow, her happiness, her pain, her secrets love, her friendship everything.

Dear papa,

            Till yesterday, if someone has asked me that do I believe in love? My answer would be yes as I was seeing the love for my dad in mom's eyes.  if someone has asked me that will I love someone or do I believe in love at first sight? My answer would be no. But, after seeing him everything has changed in my life. Neil, I don't know when I have fallen for him. But, from the time I am seeing him, I feel happiness in my heart just by thinking of him. I don't know whether I am doing this was right or wrong, but I am happy with this. After a lot of struggle, I got entry into Neil's class, and after that, I can't stop myself from speaking with him. I spoke with him. From his way of conversing with me, I understand that he too had some feelings like what I had for him. So, the next day itself I became friends with him. After, being friends with him, I started to live a new life that I never experienced. Every day, I slept with a smile. He makes me forget my sorrow totally and I want this life till my last breath. That will happen only if Neil was with me. I want to live my life happily with him forever by loving him wholeheartedly. My love for him intensified when he scolds me when I jumped into the river for saving the child. I feel the love, care in his eyes. His anger was just stupid. What else I can do when I see the child was in danger? Then his anger fades and we all families went on the trip for the Diwali celebration. We spend time together and enjoyed a whole night with him by speaking. But, my friends are very clear and asked me directly about this when I was with them that is a day before I fought with the goons in school. I told them everything and they too knows about my love. They told me to say, my love for him to him. But, I had a fear what if he rejects my love and why if he says that don't be friends with me. I am seeing my fathers love in him. How can I leave him just for my wish? So, I silently started to sight him. Everyone has a turning point in their life. Likewise, for Ria, I decided to leave Mumbai and be with my grandma in London. I don't know how I took that decision. At that time, my mind was fully occupied with Ria, her smile, her friendship, her sorrow, her tears. So, I took that decision. Though, I send a letter to Neil that I will come back soon. By separating from him, I started to love him more and missed him more than loving him. Each day, I passed my day with his and my friend's memories. Even though Aman was with me, I can't stop thinking about my friends. They occupied a special place in my heart. Ria, Mitali, Ali, DD, Moni sissy, from everyone I have more memories and an unbroken chain. From Hrithik sir, I gained the information which I want without the knowledge of my grandma. After Ria's problem was solved, I fought with my grandma to come here. She didn't allow my mom to come here and I requested a lot but all goes in vain. She again gave a choice that I am allowed to go to Mumbai alone for 2 years leaving Mom. Otherwise, I should be in London by leaving my friends. She knows that I can't live without my mom for a single day and thinking about that she gave me this kind of deal. My mom told me to follow what my heart says. And I decided to come to Mumbai for 2 years leaving mom. I am missing her a lot. Anyways, I can get her love and care after 2 years more than I want. But, now I came here for my friends and my Neil. I am sure Ria must be in guilt, I want to make her clear everything. When I returned to Mumbai, I visited the park where we always meet. I saw Neil there sitting under the tree. And Ali and DD were moving towards him. So, I thought to surprise them and moving there. But, he surprised me by saying his feeling to Ali and DD. I can't even say how happy I was when I heard that. Then, I started to follow him and performed like him. After he saw me, I was just waiting for his confession. I am eager to hear those words from him and I can't wait to say yes to him. Everyday iam pause with the hope that he will say now, then or tomorrow. Finally, he was about to confess his love to me yesterday on the bridge. But, that too was flopped by Ali and DD. That two dumb heads, who asked them to come very fast. If they have come after 2 min, I would have heard his confession. But at the same time, I was thankful to them because I was affected by Neil's closeness. Whenever he nears me, my heartbeat started to increase, and I forget everything that I want to say. Even though if he would have said that I would be numb by hearing that. But also I want to hear those words from him. I am too waiting to say my love to him. I also like this phase of love. I want to live in this phase for some more time till our confession. But, After hearing those words from you, I can't wait anymore. Please, say it na. When will you tell, Neil?

                   Neil finished reading the diary. His face shows happiness and mixed feelings right now. He gets up and started to dance in joy. Ali and DD smile by seeing him. He stops when DD calls him.

DD: What are you going to do, now?

Neil: What do I want to do?

Ali: What kind of question is this? Since you came to know about Avni's feelings, why can't you tell Avni your love for her?

              Neil shook his head.

Neil: I won't.

Ali: what?

Neil: yes

DD: Why?

Neil: See, I love her and she loves me. You guys know about my love and Ria and Mitali knows about her love. So...

Ali: So?

Neil: so, I want to live in this kind of love phase now. God plans us to meet and everything has a time. Before we could confess to each other, like Avni I too want to live in the phase of hide and seek love.

Ali and DD: Hide and seek love?

Neil: Yes. We both hide our love and will play with each other to find their love.

DD: We can't understand.

Neil: Man, we both still didn't confess our love, but we know we love each other. So, I hide my love for her and she hides her love for me. So, I will do some plans to make confess her love before I could say and she will do the same. So, I want to play this game before one could confess. Already, Avni has started this hide and seek love game. She was about to make me confess my love for her yesterday. So, hereafter I too will be a part of this game.

Ali: DD, keep this diary where you took it before Avni could see it.

Neil: Yes, that is very important.

DD: Ok.

Ali: But we can't understand the lovers in a movie or real life. You guys are longing to say your love to your loved ones. But after coming to know that your loved ones are also loving you then you are stopping the plan to confess and enjoy like this.

Neil: That you will get to know once you also love someone in your life.

Ali: Ha, let's see. But, I won't be like you. You are madly in love with her.
Come, let's get back to the home it's already late.

DD: Yes, and we all have to go to the school tomorrow for 11th-grade admission.

Ali: And you forget another thing, DD. From tomorrow onwards the hide and seek love game starts between Neil and Avni💜💜💜

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