Lockdown Love

Her diary 01

Hii Guys!!!

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          Neil and Avni started to cycle towards the bridge. When they reached the edge of the bridge, they stopped and get around from the cycle. They started to walk and comes to the other end of the bridge. They placed the cycle and waits for Ali and DD. Both were silent for some time. After some time Avni clears her throat and starts to speak.

Avni: How did you spend these 4  months without me?

                     Neil saw her and Avni was already seeing him. Neil saw her with immense love that he is showing that he lived with her memories through eyes. Avni was seeing him and can see how much he missed her in these months. Both didn't shift their eyes from seeing them. Avni smiles and turns her head.

Neil: ab...Sorry.

              Avni turns by hearing sorry from Neil.

Avni: Why?

Neil: Actually, I don't know what to say when Ria asks about your sudden disappearance. That's why I told Neela Aunty's treatment to her. Don't be angry with me, Sorry.

Avni: So, now you will ask me sorry and all?

Neil: No, not like that. I mean...

Avni: Listen, Neil, Iam happy that you didn't tell anything to them anything. I am not angry with you for that. So, answer my question.

      Neil saw her. Avni smiles and starts to speak.

Avni: I got an answer. By your sorry itself, I understand how much you went apart from me.

Neil: What?

Avni: Yes, you said thanks when we were arranging for Ria's birthday that "thanks Avni, for coming back". And now you are saying sorry. Moreover, you are silent for the whole journey from the school to the bridge and since I spoke you didn't speak with me. From that itself I understand you not at all missed me, you enjoyed your life happily as usual like other days...

            Neil got angry at her words. He was waiting only for her and here she is saying that he enjoyed his day without her. He turns towards her and caged her between him and the bridge by holding the railing of the bridge with his hands. Avni's heartbeat started to beat fast by his closeness. It was just if he take another step then their noses will be brushed. Avni try to move but Neil didn't leave her. She saw him and her heartbeat is increasing more. But, Neil didn't see her difficulties as he itself don't know in what position he was with her as he was angry with her and trying to explain his side. So, he didn't realise what position he was in with her.

Avni: Neil

Neil: What is that Avni?

Avni: I...I
   
        She couldn't speak and her words are stop in the mid as her voice stops in mid. She composed herself and spoke.

Avni: I just said casually. Now, leave...

Neil: Casually? Don't you know how it will react to me when you say those words?

Avni: Neil, I just played with you. Leave that. Now, just leave me...

Neil:Played. Don't you have other topics to play with me? You want an answer right. Now hear this.

             Avni stopped her talk and saw him. He was already seeing her.

Neil: Avni, you don't know how I lived without you in these 4 months. I don't know how it passed. But, I can say one thing it just passed with hope. The hope you gave to me through a letter that you will come back when all the problems are solved in Ria's life. So, I wait. I wait for her problems to solve. Even DD and Ali told us that you won't come back as you went totally by leaving us. But, my hope didn't lessen towards you. And finally, her problems were solved. And I started to wait for your arrival with your memories. See now you are here in front of me. My hope didn't fail. You don't know how I felt when I saw you in your house after those months. I was on cloud nine by seeing you. And after that, I got angry with you as you hides your arrival. And then with your cute face, you melted my anger. Is it enough for you?