Midoriyas Pov:
I couldn't tell if I wanted to curl up in my blankets and cry, or go outside and punch someone. Hmm. Maybe a mix of both? I could punch someone while crying. Yep that sounds good. I'll punch the first person I see. Maybe this is how Kacchan feels? Extremely mad. I'm sure if I just start acting like him he will notice me.
That's all I want. Is for him to notice me, I decided to go outside and punch someone. Just like I said I would. The first person I saw was Kirishima. Except he was with Kacchan. oh well.
"Hey Midoriya!" Kirishima yelled. I walked up to him, "Listen. I'm fucking pissed off right now and you happen to be in the wrong place at the wrong time so I'm sorry, somewhat." I said as I activated my quirk and then I punched him which caused him to fly down the hallway. "Deku, what the FUCK was that for."
I just ignored Kacchan and walked away. I couldn't face him currently. Mina and Kaminari were at the end of the Hallway checking on Kirishima.
I was still pissed. I wanted nothing more than to scream. I went to class and say down in my usual seat but this time I had my feet on the desk. Kacchan walked up to me and asked why I did what I did. I mean I guess I was alright now that I calmed down. But the more he asked stuff the more mad I got because of that "Dream" I had.
"Bakugou if you don't SHUT THE FUCK UP." I yelled knowing i messed up. The class looked at us and so did Mr. Aizawa. "Kacchan- I'm sorry okay. I didn't mean it I was just angry about something." I said gently as I was more calm now that I had gotten my anger out. "please forgive me." I said as I stood up and walked out of the stunned classroom.
I walked back to my dorm with my hands in my pockets. That was Awkward..." I whispered. The cold air hit my face, as I would breathe I could see my breath.
I don't get it. Why out of all the times I have a good dream like that one, does it have to be about the person I love? Why can I just be given happiness for once. Is that too much to ask for? It's not like I haven't been given happiness, its just that I want a certain kind.
I want the happiness of having someone who loves me. Someone who appreciates and cares for me, someone I can kiss, and make out. Or even have sex. I want that. I want to stay up all night and watch anime or Allmight movies with someone. And that someone is Kacchan.
I want to have sex with him, kiss him, cuddle with him, watch movies with him, go on dates with him, and I've wanted this for 3 years. Ever since I was in 7th grade I've always wanted this stuff. I'm in 10th grade right now.
I stepped on ice and slipped. Someone ran up to me and started laughing softly, I looked up and it was Kacchan.
"Kacchan!! Stop it..." I whined "Deku just get up. Here do you need a hand?"
He's.. Giving me his hand.. "Wow Kacchan. Doesn't this position seem similar, Ey?" Shit I shouldn't have said that.
"Deku just take my fucking hand for Christ's sake." He said. You could tell he had gotten annoyed with the little remark I made.
We walked into the dorms, "Deku, do you want some hot chocolate?" Kacchan asked. "Um, yeah sure."
He brought me the hot chocolate and we sat at the kitchen island.
" Deku. We need to talk. "
