drugs an tha

wake up,rapped up,close encounters

wake up

i woke in a room i don't understand why am i here? what have i done? then i remembered i me killed my fuckin dad. i'm so fucking useless how could i do that to him he just wanted to care for me and i treat him like shit. i wanted to end it all just a quick end to a speck on this world. does anyone know my name? i saw a man sitting in the room with me
daniel:you alright where are we?
i had to ask him.
him:who the fuck are you?
dan:me i'm dan,and you?
trevor:i'm i'm trevor an don't you forget tha name.
he seemed calm.
dan:where are we?
trevor:you've been captured by conrad leme guess you agreed to one of his deals pathetic.
i didn't say anything i just sat there. pathetic describes me perfectly honestly. why am i here to talk to him no to be killed? most likely. i wouldn't complain. conrad came round the corner to great us.
conrad:was goin on here lads we alright listen trevor tomorrow's finally ur big break on stage.
he was talking about his killing him.
conrad:i'm going to do it personally for the heads up and for you u have to wait bye.
trevor:dan listen ive been waiting for a cell mate for ages please help me escape.
dan:su- sure.
i'm so fucking awkward i swear to god.
trevor:ok follow my lead.
he begun moving the toilet from the wall.we made our way through the sewer system to this grate.
trevor:ok this is where i need you for the rest of the way you need two people ok.
dam:alright.
he broke the grate and we crawled through.
trevor:this is it get on my shoulders.
i got on his shoulders and he handed me a screwdriver. i begin to unscrew the man hole off and we carefully remove it and place it on the ground.
trevor:you ready lad?
i nod in agreement and we climb up through the gap and we are home free.

rapped up

scars are carried by most people, whether their hidden in their head or plain as day on their body. we are all hiding something. my biggest scar is killing my dad, quite a big one like, but i've decided he would want me to carrie on his legacy. it's only natural i pull the trigger i take on his mind set. when it came to skin i took my mums jeans my sister was black but i'm hespanic . i'm technically mix race but i look more Latina.
trevor:you alright there pal?
daniel:yeh you?
i ask. i'm never good at small talk.
trevor:yeh i'm fine thanks kid.
i look up to trevor he reminds me a lot of my dad.
trevor:you best get some sleep i'll stay an watch we're prolly gettin hunted as we speak by tha prick.
daniel:you sure we shouldn't do shifts?
i'm always trying to help others or well i wanna start as yeno.
trevor:i'm sure just sleep, i have a good friend around 30 yeh. his names micheal he's got a daughter quite spanish like you were going to them so all i'm sayin yeh is u can get some bitch on your dick i'm sure you need it.
he's honest to very honest i respect it to be fair.
daniel:whoa ok i've had sex calm down.
trevor:definitely.
daniel:oh ok.
trevor:so kid where you from?
daniel:me i'm from liverpool.
trevor:wait? your from the uk?
daniel:yeh arnt we in the uk right now?
trevor:erm no?where in mexico.
daniel:what?
trevor:he normally ships people illegally across the ocean but liverpool? bit difficult with england's navy surprised he managed it.
daniel:yeh.
trevor:anyway me you an micheal are gonna fuck these pricks up alright come on i saw a house down there me an you are gonna rob it take the truck kill them an go to micheal.
daniel:ok.
i've never done a robbery before. i hope i don't fuck it up.

close encounters

we went towards the isolated house and my heart was beating so fucking fast, trevor looked like he's done this sorta thing many times before tho so i've gotta trust him.
trevor:dan you ready for this shit?
daniel:yeh man.
i stuttered hard in that sentence.trevor kicked the door and grabbed a knife that was on the table.
trevor:block the door and any exits i'll deal with the people.
i nod.
man:who's there?
woman:pleas leave us alone!
her screams echo in my head as i bar the door and exits.
children screams? no he wouldn't kill a kid.
man:please you've killed my kids and wife please let me li-
his plead was cut short.trevor came down the stairs.
trevor:easy fuckin kills tellin ya now go check it out wa i did to them fuckers.
i never did.
daniel:ay trevor can you get everything from upstairs i'll get everything here.
trevor:sure your loss.
we found a shoot gun,ar 15,quite a bit of amo,descent food,change of clothes,a tent and basic first aid/survival kit. we loaded it all in the truck.
trevor:well dan the man who can it seems we make quite the crew don't we.
he was chuckling and all i could think off was how he killed them the screams and his malicious laughter.who is he? who am i really working with? what has my life become?
daniel:yeh we sure do.
i could hear how nervous and awkward i was.
trevor:what's up with you never seen someone die before everyone has their firsts don't worry abar it you'll get used to it kid.
it really wasn't that.i remember my dad how he cared for me and he was brutally killed by me.
i'm so pathetic.