A Vulnerable Mess. Boyxboy

fifthteen ' two minor details '

It didn't make any sense. His scent should've contorted me the way a mate's scent would've.

But I guess I had forgotten two minor details. One, he wasn't my mate. Two, why would he be mated to someone like me?

That was exactly why I was panicking. What if he was someone's else's? Would I be find with it? I knew the answer to the question because my heart got heavy at the thought.

The more time I spent with him. The more impulsive my thoughts were beginning to get.

It had become a instinct to think about him and put him as my top priority.

So I tried my best to keep my body from trembling. I didn't want to worry him. But it failed and I saw the worry in his eyes.

Seeing the worry I caused him, made me feel disappointed with myself.

I felt warm hands cup my face and my chest fluttered. Yet the panic stayed the same.

" It's okay, I'm here."Damien reassured me, making my heart do 180 flip. Damien was different from anyone I'd ever met. He tried to comfort and reassure me. He actually gave a shit about my existence.

" You don't have to do this if you don't want to. You being happy is better than your obedience."

An uncontrollable smile plastered on my face as my body continued to tremble. Damien eyes trailed to my lips as he let his thumb brush against them. I shivered at the suspense.

But Damien smiled as his expression softened, as if something amazing had just happened to him. Not like I was burdening him.

Damien leaned in and slowly connected our lips. We were in public. Even though he was famous and important, he didn't care. He was kissing me! With only the intention of making me feel better.

It worked. His scent became strong and comforting enough to calm me down. His lips were soft and addicting. It was oddly comforting and it made me heart gracefully flutter. Our lips fit together like a piece of a puzzle.

"Uh- umm." The sound of someone clearing their throat! I admittedly pushed Damien away as the fear washed through me.

Someone had seen us! Me and him. No! He didn't deserve to be seen with someone like me.

I avoided his face and turned to look at the librarian. Whose expression I could only describe as expressionless.

From the corner of my eye, I looked at Damien. His face had gone from soft and happy to completely expressionless.

Maybe I was right, he didn't want to be seen with me. The thought made my heart ache.

" Well, I found a few books on werewolf guides. " She said as she put thirteen books down in front of us. Her reaction surprised me, she wasn't openly disgusted or angered by what she had just seen.

" I would be able to help if you were looking for something specific." She said. Looking at the both us with no expression. Damien gave her a nod and she left.

The air between the two of us tensed as he picked up one of the books.

I wasn't ready to find out the truth. I didn't want the truth.

After two freaking months. You finally got an update. Lmao. December 5, 12:39.