A Vulnerable Mess. Boyxboy

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Damien was my boss.

  Werewolves's can only smell another's scent by sniffing the air. But Damien's scent dominated every room he walked into. I didn't need to sniff the air, his dominating scent was strong enough by itself.

  Which was the same effect an alpha had on his mate and his mate only. Not to strangers. That was the weird thing about him, he wasn't my mate.

  I hated him. Whenever he was near me, I would start to have to a hard time. I felt the need to get closer to him. My heart ached. Being far away from his scent made me feel weak and useless.

But thankfully his effect on me, only lasted a few seconds. He would quickly leave after he got a snack and my pain would leave with him.

But he was a constant reminder of what I was. A male omega.

  I was made to obey the rules of people like him. He was not only an alpha but my boss.  Two powerful positions that made him so much better than me.

The omega part of me always aimed to please. If it meant hiding the fact I was an omega to please my parents. Then so be it. If it meant staying in the closet, so be it.  If it meant hiding what he did to me just to please him, then so be it.

God, how I hated the submissive part of me.  The worst part was.... I had feelings for him.

   As he passed by me, his scent got stronger. My instincts told me to follow the scent.

But I just bared the pain. My aching heart. The headache that occurred, whenever I disobeyed my instincts.

' It'll be okay.' Envy reassured me. Envy's a voice inside of my head. Well to be more specific he is my wolf and he hated what I had to go through.

' I know.' I thought in response.

I looked up from my computer and my instincts caused me to admittedly look at him. From across the room, Damien leaned against a countertop as he stared into space. Well he was staring at the ceiling but you get the idea.

  I couldn't take my eyes off him. He had beautiful chestnut eyes and hair that matched. He must have noticed my staring, because he looked at me.  When he usually stared at me, I would feel shivers. His eyes scared me. They always seemed to demand and intimidate me.

  But that day was different. His eyes were filled with emotion and I'd never seen his eyes contain any type of emotion.

My stupid feelings for him started to blossom. I could feel it, the butterflies. Damien started to sniff the air as he looked around the room for someone.

' Why is he sniffing the air ? ' I asked myself. Then his eyes landed on me. That's when I started to panic.

'Does he know I'm an omega?! No, there's no way.' I desperately thought. I had taken my pills and sprayed the perfume before work. So there was no way he'd be able to know I was an omega.

Then I remembered something, just a minor detail. Omega's release a strong smell when they're in love.

  Damien stopped staring at me and took a smoothie from the fridge. Then he made his way out of the room, as if nothing had happened.

I was just overthinking it. If he had known I was an omega he would've already humiliated me. He would've already told everyone, that I Andrea Peterson am a omega.

A male omega.